I board the train to somewhere,

Destination is unknown.

In he walks - big hat on hair,

I look up from my phone.

This cowboy far from his home,

In the wild Wild West.

A stranger to this biome,

My heart flutters in my chest.

He takes a seat across from me,

Pulls out a deck of cards.

Shuffles them quite comfortably,

Then cuts the pile in half.

“Want to gamble?” he says slyly,

“Do you want to play ...

Talk to me while I suffocate

Look me in the eyes while I die

I am above you but only physically

Realistically I’m far below

6 feet to be exact

Watch me as the pain carves out my very being

Until I am no longer the person you remember

Go down this path of blood

Look at all the people nailed to slabs of wood

Cruel and unusual torture

For someone supposedly innocent

Watch me as the weigh...

In all my daydreams’ dining rooms,

you are folding pancakes.

With flour on your pajama legs—

the hollows hushed with Mandrakes.

All our neighbors don’t like Nazis.

News headlines are mundane.

As the early morning paper

grows and softens in the rain.

In all of my made-up bedrooms,

You always make your bed.

With a Wolfhound warm within it

or lightning bugs at your head.

Cr...

The utter devotion in your actions.

The love in your eyes when you meet mine.

The way you hold my hand in yours.

The way your hair goes up in a messy bun.

The way you smile up at me like everything was meant to be.

But what would they say if we were in public?

Two girls showing display of affection.

But you seem to be unaffected.

No cares in the world as you continue to love.

Like these socie...

When a plan changes,

I get anxious

and I worry,

if it is all just not working out.

When a decision is to be made,

I tense up

and I worry,

if the choice will take me the wrong way...

When people come and people go,

I freeze

and I worry,

did i mess up? will I ruin it again?

But then,

just like a gentle gust of wind

I remember,

Everything is just as it is meant to be....

Fate has a plan

I’ll let it decide

On which road to walk upon,

Which path of life

Twisted, tangled, confused strings

That make up together, me and him

We fit together like peas in a pod

I’m not noo sure, where else I’ll find this spark

A firecracker at heart,

My fire dulled at birth

I’ll let fate decide

When my change of heart should occcur

I will force my own path,

With destiny standing by my ...

Why is the sky blue?

The grass green?

A banana crooked?

Why do we live?

I don’t know, but that’s the charm of it.

The wind cries my name, yet nobody feels scared.

Birds know their way home, yet they are called foolish.

Stars burn all day, yet the night is calm.

Maybe we don’t need to know everything.

Just living.

Existing.

Being.

Maybe beauty lies

not in knowing,

just in feeling.

In being.

E...

My life feels like it's falling apart

It's just so different from the start

My friends seem to hate me

and myself, is just so hard to be

It feels like nothing is going my way

It's nearly impossible to see a purpose to stay

My skin over my bones, doesn't feel right

People, that were once so close, now out of sight

But God is there, whispering in my ear

"Hey, I'm right over here"

Not knowing Him, ...

keeping my head above water

when my lungs want to collapse,

and the dark abyss of nothingness invites me in

is good enough for now.

i’m surviving,

and that’s okay

everything is as it’s meant to be....

I look in the mirror and sigh

I didn't have speed like Sonic

Strength like Hercules

Beauty like my sister

Then she grabs my hand

She says to me

That she doesn't want any,

Any of that

I start to put makeup on

Then she grabs my arm

She says to me

I don't need it

The dance, I go to

Without makeup, a dress

I dance as if I'm a celebrity

“Everything is just as it is meant to be”

As I fly through t...