Is it gonna happen

Tell me will it happen today

Should I wait or let it all play

Let it play out

Choose a place

Find a route

I wonder If it'll really happen

Often times in my mind I feel a little on edge

Like water dripping from a ledge

But maybe I'm just overthinking this time

The troubled doubt isn't alright

Thats not fine

So sure I'm a little more careful

A little more kind

Because I wonde...

A nice calm bath to clear my head

The warm feeling of my bed

I love the night

The feeling of warmth at night

As my mind takes flight

In a calming phase

A deep sleep

A calming way to recharge my energy

Reflecting on my day

Constantly watching what makes me happy

The dazzling lights of beautiful stars

Deep in the night

I feel delight in sleep

Relaxing allows me to unwind

Nights make me feel l...

Never stopped caring

As a kid with siblings we were always sharing

Split the meal in 3's

Same day clothes shopping

So we'd share

Sharing is what I was taught as a kid

It wasn't a choice

It wasn't a bid

But i didn't mind

Sharing taught me that giving is good

And if you were blessed with a lot then you probably should

So I shared the cookies

Shared the snacks

Shared my time

And shared my peace o...

I lost it

I didn't know what to do

My hands were on the wheel

But I couldn't see it through

Driving makes me anxious

The constant loss of control

Even though the wheel is in my hand

With driving there is no plan

So I go off of what I'm told

These moments are quite bold

Make a turn

Pick up the pace

But wait slow down it's not a race

Over the bumps I feel uneasy

Riding low but I go slow

But wa...

The flower has a sharp outside

Yet a soft interior

To protect it from those that seem inferior

The flower protects itself from hate

The flower doesn’t have a mind to think straight

So the thorns are the barrier

Barrier that’s hard to break through

But the inside is so beautiful

If only you knew

The flower shows a different face

Depending on the surrounding or the place

Other places may see t...

If only I kept running

If only I had time

If only

_If_ only

Your thoughts were like mine

We'd be together all the time

What's yours is mine

But if only I could give you my heart

Take it with you as we part

But deep down I get nervous that you'll rip it apart

If only I could have your love

Not be afraid

Free like a dove

If only is a waste of time

Taking all of yours and most of mine

So if on...

We used to make memories

We used to share

Laughter at the table

Now vanished into thin air

Now the holidays are just another day

Put up the tree

Decorate with lights

Knowing things aren’t right

And maybe they won’t ever be again

A constant tug as an attempt to make amends

But how do you fix something that’s already been broken

How do you find the words when others rather not have spoken

Shu...

Should I go out today?

Don’t really have the energy but Anna has been posting all day…

Should I hit up the deli everyone’s chatting about

Take a random trip like when Ralph drove down South

I wonder if Trish is at that new boutique she was always good with people

Ever since I deleted those apps I felt calmer yet more aware that I must be missing out..

Right?

I mean should I be buying my ticket ...

I get tired and think Im lagging behind

Fatigue in my body and fog in my mind

Today wasn't my best kind of day

Deep down inside I don't feel ok

Not ok with the constant tiredness

Not ok with how I performed today

But hey it's ok

Just breathe

Wouldn't you believe how hard it gets when you give up

Times where the well is dry but you push through and above it all you lift up

So sure you may have a...

It sizzled

It's burning

It's hot

Mixing the spices together

My mother truly taught me alot

I remember days when I would watch her cook

The fire would tick

The shaking of salt

But get back now

The pot is to hot

Those memories are all I've got

As the flame grew brighter the smell of the spices grew too

I tried to peak into the pot

The smell was enough to make me dance

Just like the flame li...