I’m kind because I have to be.. believe me in this place you can hardly get by without a smiling face.

“Your smile is gorgeous” is what I hear constantly on a day to day

Why can’t I be mean today? Why am I so kind I rather be bitter like a lemon or lime. Tart like a bad wine, but no instead I’m sweet like honey. My husband wonders how we get all this money.

“Your kindness and smiles light up my...

When I close my eyes I see me

Open them

Why? I don't believe you

He's here in my mind so he's real

Sure it's not ideal

Sure you may think it's not real

But to me he is here

He's for me

He makes me feel happy

On the screen my heart feels delight

In my dreams as I sleep tonight

But why don't I feel him?

He's right here

Yet a constant fear of excepting reality

Talk to me

Why won't you talk to...

Just a little more time

The clock started before I was ready

Just a little more wine

The cup wasn't filled correctly

Give me a little more space

I need time to think this through

Kiss me a little more

I want to fill more close to you

A little more love

Trust me I'll cherish it

A little more air

Because you made me breathless

A little more sleep

Because I didn't get enough rest yet

A little ...

What were you expecting? The doctor said in shock.

The type of love that mends a heart...

Y'know

The type of love that breaks your heart

When I fell in love I began to change myself for him

It was my choice

Not the words of his voice in my head

Doll make a choice

What choice did I have

So I split my self in half

Stored the old me away

Filled the other half with plastic so I would never

With...

He still loves me I said to myself in the mirror fixing my makeup trying to hide the swollen lip and fragments of class from the perfume on the floor.

Deep down im shaking and yes my heart it breaking but I won’t shatter like the bottle on the floor. I’ll be ok he just had a rough day.

“Baby do you want me to make you a drink” A loud thump comes from the kitchen as I hear the voice of the man ...

"Please don't look at me like that" Is what I want to say as my heart stops. I feel as if my life is but a second

His eye's are so enticing, I could get lost in them. I feel as if I could tell him anything and nothing at the same time.

"I wanted to talk.. I know your getting over someone and it's been great being a distraction I enjoy being your friend. You flatter me truly. The gifts the plac...

I love you is what he said to me

So sweet yet so unsure

But I was naive I wanted more

Kiss me

Say that you miss me

I feel loved

Deep down the feelings rise up above

But like a dove your not here to stay

Breaking my heart like this is not ok

You were supposed to make my day

Why don't you feel the same way

Days go by and I can't stop crying

You wipe my tears but new ones are drying

Like a flowe...

What brings you on my doorstep today

Wasn’t I the one that led you astray

You didn’t care to talk to me

Talk

All we did was talk

But one day you decided the talking was limiting

Limiting your walking

So no I don’t feel like talking

To this day

You were the one that decided to run away

I never thought I’d see you until today

But here you are at my door step

Wanting me to play this game but ...

They dont no but I already knew it.

All the hurt would put me through it

I want to do what I have passion for

I don’t want to rest or set myself on the floor

I want to run like the wind can’t stop me

I want to do this no one will stop me

Mama says take it one day at a time

Sure that’s fine

But I want to get better now

Wet is my face

Sweat on my brow

I want to be a professional athlete

Run aroun...

I put on a smile like lipstick as I rehearse in the mirror.

"Yes I love what you've done with the place, very nice." I say a glint in my eyes as I push my hair back into a bun.

"My husband has been quite busy lately but I wanted to come by and help as much as I could, as a good wife should. Truly I'm honored to be hear in his absence." I say taking off my heels with ease.

Don't these people ...