Is it gonna happen

Tell me will it happen today

Should I wait or let it all play

Let it play out

Choose a place

Find a route

I wonder If it'll really happen

Often times in my mind I feel a little on edge

Like water dripping from a ledge

But maybe I'm just overthinking this time

The troubled doubt isn't alright

Thats not fine

So sure I'm a little more careful

A little more kind

Because I wonder if it gonna happen this time

What if in the moment everything feels fine

Only for someone to pull back the blinds

And leave me blind

And in a daze

Yet right now you may think I'm unfazed

But I'm just being careful

But maybe I can be on edge

Hop off the diving board

And live on that hedge

So I can be a little suspicious

Live my life and live in this

The suspicion keeps me aware

I wouldn't be me if it weren't there

But I'm aware that it could happen again

So on edge I'll be ready

You can't catch me off guard if I had a feeling that it was gonna happen again

_already_