Writing Prompt

I

Love you

Dearest Kim Seungmin,

Hold me close forever,

You are my forever, baby,

I will never not love you,

You may be an idol, but I

Want you to know how much I care,

Kim Seungmin, you are my forever and my everything,

Your songs bring us closer and make our bond stronger.

I love you dearest Kim Seungmin, my beloved idol and inspiration.

**_(For context, Kim Seungmin is a k-pop idol. He is my...

Memories

Long ago

In my youth

We were only twelve

You were my first kiss!

I was soo embarrassed, so shy!

Your lips tasted so sweet like bubblegum!

Years later, we ran into each other again

I knew our second kiss would last a lifetime...

Mine

My body

Is not mine

I know, I know

And I’ve tried and tried

But dresses will never fit right

And you tell me I’m imaginging it

So I go and dance under the moonlight

Twirling, twisting, suffacating in the body that’s not mine

of course its not real, the breath it takes away

Ultimately who am I if i don’t believe what others say

Screaming in pilllows, and faking smiles to conform with other peo...

Loser.

As I

Glance at myself,

All I can see

Is all that I am

Unable to achieve in this life.

Because no matter how hard I try,

I am at the disposal of my fate....

Why?

A question.

A good one.

One I asked often.

I asked why I was,

Who I was, what I was.

A monster, the only sensible answer, right?

I did believe so. I believed I was.

A monster clawing its way into misfortune and failure.

I was no longer human, I was just utter death....

Lazy,

Described me.

Described by mom,

Described by my dad.

“Lazy” the adjective for me.

“She is just lazy,” they said.

“If she really wanted to, she would.”

Then I did it: “Overachiever” the new adjective.

People love to judge and feel power over you.

People love to have an opinion on who you are,

So don’t care if that’s too hard; pretend you don’t care....

Some

Times words

Don’t come as I

Want them to. They jumble and clutter and

Clunk. Tumble out my mouth and fall to the floor. Lifeless, but twitching in their death.

I

Don’t know

How I can speak

How I can write. How I can hear.

Words hate me, I’m certain. I hate them back, I know that for sure. Please help.

Help

Me to

Find my words. Please.

To shape them, hammer and batter them, an...

Please

Hear me

Please just try

I have been patient

But you dont understand why

The empty relationship fills the air

The way you act, I wouldnt dare

If I were you I’d try

Before time passes you by

Actually, Its too late

I cant wait

Hear me

Goodbye...

Crazy

That’s me

I am INSANE

I had a presentation

I yapped for 10 minutes

Everyone else took about 2 minutes

It was supposed to be 3 minutes

That was the best thing I’ve presented

And I’m not usually that much of a yapper...

Nothing.

That’s it.

Nothing inside me,

No ideas swim by,

For me to grab, catch,

With my “trusty” fishing rod mind,

And the intresting thoughts at the bottom,

Just where my hook can not begin to reach,

So I’m forced to just sit here, waiting,

Baiting what I can actually catch,

Watching time tick in boredom,

Watching unoriginal ideas go,

In this blue;

My thoughts?,

Nothing.

(I still feel like my wr...