MusefulHeart🫀

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MusefulHeart🫀

https://werdsmith.com/musefulheart

490

Writings

264

Followers

548

Following

My pain (again)

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

Nothing is how it used to be

And I feel empty

Yet on the brink of explosion

I rest

Every bone in my body

Screams for mercy

Asking for just one day

Of sitting in the eye

The storm closes in

And there is a very thin barrier

Holding me

From toppling into insanity

As the warm water courses over my legs

I feel the ease of dread

For it also eases the pain for a minute

Before it all comes crashing...

Poetry

Not all who wander are lost

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

Not all that wander are lost

You came here for a reason I presume

Wether you sought it out

Or stumbled upon it

My words were here

Waiting for your arrival

They always will wait

They always will listen

I don’t believe you are lost

Though you may have been wandering

Come take a seat

Stay here for awhile

I’ll listen to your worries

Your troubles and your sorrows

If only you will listen to min...

Poetry

Dear readers…..

MusefulHeart🫀

3 min read

We may be strangers

But I would consider some of you my friends

So I will hold your hands

And huide you through my words

You know who you are

Everyone here I talk to

And everyone I don’t

Please take a minute

Just a minute to listen to what I have to say

I love you

And I know others do to

Your soul is the essense of poetry

And you are every word you have ever uttered

I would write a mill...

Poetry

The country/ Profile pic chage

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

His sword came down

And I saw the fate of my people in his blade

They were bruised and scared

And they laid in rubble

No matter how much we joke

There is no glue to mend this massive gaping hole

Because our country is falling apart

And we can’t deny it

When people hate us

And make it known with ai

When people shame us

for loving who we like

When people in power

Spend the money

we worked tireles...

Poetry

Silence

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

I collect silence

I collect pain

But I listen And I wait

For someone to collect mine

The day you woke up

And you heard nothing but your own breathing

Your partner left for work

And you were sick with the flu

The evening you went to a party

But they gave you the wrong address

So you sat on your porch steps

Hot angry rivers

Rushing down your flushed cheeks

The day your parent died

And...

Poetry

Will I ever?

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

Will someone ever love me?

The way that I am now.

With pain in my body

And things on my plate.

Will someone ever love,

My ever tired soul?

Will they mend my heart

Thats beats too fast

No matter how hard I try to slow it?

Will someone ever love me,

The way that I love?

Will they want to wake up next to me,

To see my face every morning?

Will I ever find a girl,

That wants to hold me when it hurts...

Poetry

Blood (TW violence)

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

The blood on the walls

Where I sing haunting melodies

The Blood on the floor

Where I smear my tears

The blood on my hands

From your gushing wound

And I can’t help but want more

The blood on the walls

In merely paint swatches

And the floor is merely food dye

The blood on my hands

Is from my scraped knee

And I need to get it stitched up

The blood in my body

Oozes out with injury

Driving me

Mad m...

Poetry

Cane (yippee)

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

I hate the stares

The looks and whispers

I am bound to get

It’s happened once before

And it will happen again

I am scared they will laugh

They will point and jeer

But its ok right?

It will be ok right?

It helps to dull the pain

Even if it doesn’t make it go away

It lets me walk

It lets me be free

Even if I get looks

From old ladies

Yes I have a cane

No I am not eighty

But is it really their bu...

Poetry

Memories

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

No matter how many times I wash my hair

The water never cleanes my brain

The memories stay

The memories haunt

And They never go away

I tried it once

Just to test it

But My brain persisted

Fogged with past memories

No matter how many times I dunk my head under water

I can still hear their words in my mind

I tried to wash it away

Don’t you believe me?

No matter how many times i wash my face

I f...

Poetry

Knife

MusefulHeart🫀

1 min read

A knife

A sharp blade

Engraved with the words

Of a million warriors

But blood only drips from the tip

When it is truly deserved...

Poetry