Did you have to leave me?

Did you have to go away?

Did you ever love me?

Did you ever want to stay?

I know connection seems so fleeting

It’s the past you choose to leave

I have one memory remaining

It’s one of your deceit

Each day my trust is fading

Each secret you are hiding

Enraged with all your hating

Each day my love is dying...

I am gone.

Can’t u feel it anymore?

Dazzling sunrises behind your eyes…

Sparking with excitement

Dripping from your hair like gold…

I am gone.

Did I cross a line I didn’t know you could draw?

I don’t think I get the joke?

Maybe I missed the punch-line a year ago?

If we are gone

please let me know

I could feel it drifting

like a branch towards a waterfall

Or maybe you were swimming while ...

‘O Depression,

Though you are in remission,

You ate away at my soul like a black cancer,

Degrading me,

Whispering in my ear that I am worthless

And that no one will ever love me like you do.

So I killed you with the little lavender pills

And is not only my confession,

But a bitter eulogy.

It is not your companions Anxiety and Low Self-Esteem at your graveside.

Nay, it is I, who spent many a-nigh...

Today, I mourn the loss of my sanity

And what's become of me

I mourn the decaying synapses in my brain

broken and dismembered

A vivid untreated bloodstain

Today, I mourn my name

For its now said in shame

As I become a reluctant orphan

Of my brains making

Becoming a fragment, a smaller portion

Today, I cry crocodile tears

In realization of my worst fears

Speaking before myself

To my memories stuc...

We gather here today, a mournful little crew,

For my ability to say "no," which is entirely through.

It died a quiet death, smothered by pure intent,

Victim of all the projects where my energy was spent.

I am cognitively Extroverted, I'm drawn to a new thrill,

I spread myself too thin, against my own free will.

I wanted all the achievement, I sought the positive impact,

Then my calendar became a d...

My comfort for ten years and one

We saw each other in the pet shop booth

I stared at you and you stared at me

Both transfixed as it was meant to be

Through lovers, countries and loneliness

I could never truly be that, with me and my shadow

Such a happy soul, never questioning always loyal

By my side until the lockdown when I wished I had you the most

To spend more time instead of having to le...

She galloped through the meadow towards the shed

She galloped through the meadow away from the sick bed

She galloped through the meadow to check her dead she galloped through the meadow where her mama used to lay her head

She galloped through the meadow with her goodbye unsaid...

Nothing feels happy once you get sick.

The leaves turn brown,

They fall to the ground,

And they never turn green again.

For a world that used to shine

To become matte and dull,

Is one of the greatest tragedies that comes, When life sucks out your soul.

Nothing is easy once you get sick.

When everyday there are needles inside of you,

And some days it is hard to move.

But the world keeps spinning ...

I will meet you at the graveyard gate, Where silence speaks, and time runs late.

Where you now rest beneath the stone, And I walk this path, aching and alone.

You lay there still, the world turned gray, Faced up to skies that stole you away.

A cold heart beats no more in chest, But in my soul, you've built your nest.

We talked of forever, of life hand in hand, Of dreams we'd build, of making a sta...

Goodbye to my dream of Happily Ever After

I used to believe in it

the fairytale ending,

the promise that love would stay

if I just held on tight enough.

Doing right by others would payoff

Just a matter of time

Truth is,sometimes it doesn’t

You can do it all, maybe it is a lesson

To learn. Maybe, I should of listened when they told me to put that time in myself instead.

Since I was a child,

I...