𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

she/they - 🤍🩶🖤💜🏳️‍🌈- kinda me just venting on here about real events but with the occasional piece of fiction. Currently making a poetry collection. if any of yall need to yap or rant, im always here just comment or do the message thing! hope yall enjoy

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𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

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eternity

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

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it’s like i’m…

not quite myself

at the moment

like there is

me a deep, deep

eternity that resides

within my skull,

but eternity isn’t the one

most followed

not true love

not happiness

not forever with someone

it’s like

darkness

that creeps across the ground

like a poisoned fog

and when the fog rises

and over

my head

it’s like i’m almost

asleep

i’m dreaming each action

watchin...

Poetry

a split second

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1 min read

there’s this moment,

just a split second,

where your running across

hot sand

towards cool waves

a split second

when there is no one

on the beach,

where it’s just wind

in your ears

and burning feet

and then you’re walking

on shells and everyone

is back

but still

it will feel like

it’s just you

and the ocean tide...

Poetry

serene

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1 min read

it is

serene

walking by

the nest of sea turtles

walking in the waves

until your hands are filled with shells

watching the ocean

breathe steady breaths

the ocean, it seems,

is more steady than

any living thing

aside from trees,

which sometimes (oftentimes)

will fall and die

but the ocean is

millions of

years old:

a hostess of life

and it is serene

to walk beside it...

Poetry

the lines or Lewis Carrol

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

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she told me

that

she wanted to read

the jabberwocky,

and because

i am a bit of

a nerd

i had it in my screenshots,

i sent her it

and ranted about

this app of ours

and all its great people

and features

but she said

she wasn’t interested

so i guess

i should probably

shut up now,

while the lines of

Lewis Carrol

dance through my head

(so my mother didn’t know the poem until today even though she ha...

Poetry

birthday

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

i don’t know

why i celebrate

a birthday of mine:

for it is

a year closer to

my imminent doom

so really isn’t it

just a celebration of

“yay, i haven’t died yet”?

i guess so...

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trickery

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1 min read

you knew i didn’t know what that meant

you knew i was innocent

but you took that away

you tricked me into something

so uncomfortable

even though you knew

you knew i didn’t like it

you tricked

i thought it was love

but no

no no no no no

i refuse to call it love

because it was peer pressure at most

that’s how it started

that’s how it ended

and you know

every time i think about it

the more im gl...

Poetry

immortal

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1 min read

immortal, i am

for the rest of my mortal

life, here on this earth...

Poetry

words and phrases

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

words have been

gathering

within my mind

i can’t remember

where they’re from,

phrases and

climaxes

become one giant

story

that i don’t even know

the origins of...

Poetry

i accidentally

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romanticized

her, not the one

i’ve loved for

a year,

a fleeting fling:

i liked her

two weeks

each summer

and now i

make this a

romance novel:

with rules and

conditions and

perfect moments

and sneaking kisses and

all the works

i didn’t mean to

romanticize

her...

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Romance

to this novel

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i find myself

within the pages

of this book:

poetry,

worry,

feelings of being

not enough,

of wondering if

you’re going to end up

alone,

of loving two people

but only really loving

one.

i see myself

within each line

as she struggles

as she wonders

as she feels

trapped,

don’t cry

they’re just

words

but they are

me, aren’t they?

can i just

read without

connecting

so deeply??

but isn’t tha...

Poetry