𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

she/they - 🤍🩶🖤💜🏳️‍🌈- kinda me just venting on here about real events but with the occasional piece of fiction. if any of yall need to yap or rant, im always here just comment or do the message thing! hope yall enjoy!

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villain

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

why

am i the villain?

he was the one

who called me names.

she was the one

who called me names.

she was the one

who said i was being rude

when i thought

i was just speaking

in truth.

it hurts,

you know,

when people

create a

monster

of a child....

Poetry

the people on tv

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

isn’t it

insane

to meet the people

you see on TV,

because i was just

sitting on the beach

and then

boom!

there’s Young Sheldon

standing there

in the flesh.

a picture and a crowd

and then

they’re gone,

except on

the TV...

Poetry

tell me tragedy

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

tell me tragedy

tell me terror

tell me about

the monsters under

my bed.

tell me things

you never want to say,

tell me darkness,

tell me torture.

tell me of

the little kids

that died.

tell me their names,

tell me their names.

because

they yell in my head,

“tell me”

tell me,

they shake my hands

they whisper words

of sorrow.

they tell me of the parents

they lost

they tell me of the parents

that lost ...

Poetry

The Divine: Volume I

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1 min read

it started out

in darkness,

where They roamed.

They ate eachother,

with no mercy,

cruelty was Their culture.

They couldn’t see,

with blank orbs,

stuck in Their skulls.

and They lived like this,

until as long

as They could remember....

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machine

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

sometimes

i feel as if

i am…

a machine.

when people

assume

i am heartless-

“i don’t think you’re

really sorry”

they think

i am not

human-

“she’s soulless”

because i

cry oil

instead of tears,

because i am

cold,

i run on

gasoline.

i am just

a part to them,

a scrap of junk,

without feelings

they say

i don’t feel

anything.

so now i am

a machine:

efficiency

and brutality

instead of

flesh and

bone...

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the “lack” of love

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

i’ve read

so many romcoms

where they want

to be together,

to kiss and touch,

and do the whole package,

and i always thought:

maybe i’m just broken,

for not wanting that.

but i realize now,

love comes in many

shapes and sizes,

that i am not broken,

i just experience

love in a way

that doesn’t involve

kissing and touching

and the whole package...

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fighting

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

i watched

as they tore her apart,

fighting with

herself at every turn,

fighting everyone with

it...

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a treacherous night

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

1 min read

oh,

someone save me!

the pain!

the agony!

why did i do

such a deadly thing?

but the temptation!-

it was far to great…

my will to live:

too small.

oh how i wish

self control

was in my favor

on this treacherous night!

for i have been slain,

by my one true foe,

ice cream!

it truly gave

the final blow!...

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weakness

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1 min read

my only weakness

when i’m trying

to be brave,

is the tremble in my hands,

the shaking exhaustion

in my knuckles,

and the sweat

that makes my grasp

slide...

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wishes

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1 min read

i wish

i wish,

i wish we were

together

OoOoO

i wish

i wish he

loved me...

Poetry