𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

she/they - 🤍🩶🖤💜🏳️‍🌈- kinda me just venting on here about mostly real events but with the occasional piece of fiction. if any of yall need to yap or rant, im always here just comment or do the message thing! hope yall enjoy!

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Followers

Following

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

239

Writings

Followers

Following

someone

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

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to whoever’s listening,

send me someone

to love,

send me someone

who will love me-

and every broken piece.

to whoever’s listening,

give me an ability

to love the one,

give me an ability

to show them i care.

to whoever’s listening

save me

from a lonely existence,

show me to refuge

i’m someone else’s arms,

show me safety

in the heart of another,

show me sanctuary

in the words within

their soul,

an...

Poetry

violations

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i don’t know

how to sit here

and be polite when

you violated my

trust with your wanting

of more...

Poetry

the art of not caring

𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔴𝔦𝔫

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i don’t care

i mean that in

the nicest way,

because i don’t care,

i know your life

is horrible, but

that doesn’t mean

you should

compare it to mine,

that doesn’t mean

i’ll sit and listen

to you yap about

the same thing

over and over

again, because

i don’t care.

i am unable

to give a crap

about the crap you

try to put on me,

because it’s not my

job to cure you of

depression or your

problems with ev...

Poetry

bees

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bees offer honey,

much more readily than

they sting.

i would’ve helped you,

but then you forced my hand,

and now i pay the way

the bees did,

with my beating heart...

Poetry

unpredictable

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you’re flirting

is like snow during

the 90 degree

weather,

unlikely, uncommon,

enexpected.

why am i flustered?

a warm day

in the cold of

night,

heatwaves

in blizzards

why are you surprised?

you’re unpredictable,

and this weather woman

can no longer tell

up from down,

and hot from

the lack there of...

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meaningful

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i was going to

write something

about learning

about joy

about love,

about something meaningful

and yet i couldn’t...

Poetry

a chance: pt. 2

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there is a lens

over my eyes,

the landscapes become

grey and

she makes everything

colorful but then

it’s words that

turn this world

to ash,

because my heart was

squashed to bits.

now my chest

is empty,

likewise

my soul...

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a chance

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i didn’t think

this would hurt

this much.

i mean this is

normal? isn’t

it?

she moves from

guy to guy,

three this school

year, this is

nothing new.

the only new

that haunts me

is that i thought

i had

a chance...

Poetry

minutes

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what happened

to 10 more minutes?

maybe 20 or 30 for

chores and

reading?

what happened to

one hour,

two?

now it’s

headaches and

therapy sessions,

panic attacks and

crushes,

fails and tests?

where did those 10,

20,

minutes go?...

Poetry

the concept of movie nights

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i hate watching

movies with

my parents,

especially the ones

i relate to

most, because

if i start crying

then an explanation is

obviously needed.

so this is why

movies are

foreign in my

mind and

parents don’t see

me on movie nights

because i’m locked

with my pride flag

and my books

and my anxiety,

while they watch

their movies...

Poetry