Writing Prompt

_(I haven’t been doing well so it’s angst time. Hope you have a wonderful day and happy pride!)_

***TW: SH (self harm) mentions! Please don’t read if these my trigger you! Your mental health matters.***

I crave pain

Like

It’s a drug.

Pencil sharpener

Blades cut

Skin

Like

Butter.

It’s so…

Comforting,

Know the

Pain will always

Be there for

Me

To lean on.

Even when

I have nobody

Else,...

I just want to feel something. Anything.

Love.

Hate.

Fear.

Joy.

Hope.

Despair.

Pain.

I don’t even mean to seek it,

And yet I do.

I go on a run when I wake up,

Telling myself I’ll eat when I get home.

But then I have summer school,

And assignments,

And it’s been so long that I might as well wait until lunch.

Just a little longer and I’ll feel like I did something great,

Like “look at me, see how lo...

Pain is optional in this world

Mental and physical

It’s all optional

But you can learn the most from pain

At a young age

I always have wanted pain

I always picked pain

People thought I was weird

Or crazy

But in reality I knew more than the

I knew how to take care of an injury

A sickness

Mental problems

Even emotional pain

The one pain they can’t escape

Is emotional

Cause we all have...

Note: I know I already completed the prompt, but I got an idea off of MusefulHeart

Your skin is not paper, so don’t cut it

Your neck is not a coat, so don’t hang it

Your body’s not a book, so don’t judge it

Your face isn’t a mask, so don’t hide it

Your life isn’t a film, so don’t end it

Your body’s not a coffin, so don’t bury it

Please eat enough

Please drink enough

Please don’t succumb to th...

I personally have never self harmed. But if you do. Know it will get better. And here is a reminder for you.

Your skin

is not paper, nor a canvas, nor a pest,

your skin is where your soul rests,

where your heart beats,

where your laughter echoes,

and where your mind resides.

Treat your body with kindness and it shall reward you....

Pain. The word was foreign and exhilarating on my tongue. It was something wrenchingly human, it was seeing and touching and _feeling, _where every nerve was on fire with adrenaline. It was your heart pounding hundreds of miles per hour until it shot out your chest. It was burning like firewood, whether sharp and sudden or jagged and long.

It was daggers and bullets and intricately organiz...

A world

For when you can choose pain

I seek it

I want to feel

What ithers have not

I want to see myself bleed

I want to take the knife

And slice my skin

I want to feel the sorrows

I want feel the despair

Even when ithers looks at me like I am weird

They don’t know

That their are people who seek it out

Cause of the pain in their heart

Is why they seek it

It is their only comfort

To go int...

Note: So… this is dark. & sad. But mostly dark. Sorry, guys. I just finished the ACT this morning & didn’t do so great & my mom decided the best way to get me to learn was to scream at me on the drive home, so. On the plus side, I learned something new that I didn’t need to know; all of the sound of traffic & whatnot goes away as my ears try to adjust to the high-pitched noise of my mom’s yelling....

Agony was not obligatory within Hallowed Haven. The Law obliterated the prospect since science forged a cure. It had been centuries since then.

Jeremy wished he knew what pain felt like. All he felt was hollow. He wanted to _feel_ something.

Anything.

Taking a step from the threshold of the parlour, a burning lick ascended his spine. Jeremy gasped and arched, desperately palming the place in...

I dreamt of you last night

it was lovely

we were at school

i told you i missed you

and i was sorry

you said it was okay

you texted me later that night

i woke up

you weren’t there

come back

come back

come back

i want you to come back

i want you to tell me why you didn’t talk to me

i want you to tell me

why you would want to

tell me what i did

i don’t know

i talked to you

the day before school star...