(Fuck… please I’m sorry. Hope you have a wonderful day!)

***TW: blades and sh* **

Then suddenly… 10 days was over, and I was holding a sharpener’s blade. My legs and wrist and thighs stung.

“Fuck!”

I’m acting I’m fucking clean!

Cuz

Damn it’s addictive like nicotine!

I’ve been doing this since before I was even a teen…

Blood stains on my perfect jeans.

This a crime scene!

It’s always the...

(LUNA AND ANY OTHER SHIPPERS IT IS PLATONIC I SWEAR!!! Anyways y’all, hope you have a great day!! ALSO THE CONAN PAJAMA SHOW WAS SO SLAYYYYYYY I LOVED ITTT!!!!! I went the first night!)

She isn’t a person,

She’s my person.

I love her so much.

You can’t even fathom

How much love I have for

Her!

I love everything about her.

From her

Beautiful blue eyes,

To her

Soothing and sweet voice.

I lo...

(Fuck! I fucked uppp like I always do! Fuck me. Anyway, ignore my crash out and self worth issues, hope you have a wonderful day, afternoon, and/or night!!!)

Fuck…

Fuck me…

You say you’ll love me forever,

But I’m scared we’ll end in a catastrophe.

You say that you care about me,

But, truly, I worry.

Because

What happens if our fallout is

Astronimcal?!?!

I’m scared to lose you, but

I feel ...

Fuck.

(HahahahahAHHHHHHHH… Hope you have a wonderful day.)

I can’t help but

Feel at sense of time

Tick

Ticking away.

I love you

And

You say you love me.

But how can that be?

I am undeserving.

I think

Your growing tired

Of me…

If you are…,

Please don’t pretend.

Please don’t break yourself

By living a lie.

Please,

I’d rather you break me!

I can’t help but wonder…

Am I losing you?

I...

(Hope you have a great day!)

My head is screaming.

My head is loud.

A million thoughts

All at once.

One thought

All at once.

My head is rushing.

My head is running.

My head is hurting.

I am hurting.

Are you hurting?

How are you?

My head is screaming.

I’m always here for you.

(Are you always gonna be here for me?)

I’m never leaving you.

(Are you leaving me?)

You are deserving .

...

(Pov me and one of my school friends. Hope you have a great day!)

“YOU BALDING BURRITO!” I yell.

“YOU ARE SO— wait what?” He being to laugh.

“You balding burrito!” I begin to laugh too.

“You’re an annoyed avocado,” He said.

“Okay, that’s a good one. I can’t even defend myself,” I continued laughing....

(Please don’t hate me butterfly.)

*TW: Sh/Self harm*

You are only a call away, so why can’t I just talk to you. I trust you. Hell, I only trust you. Soo why can’t I just speak. What if you’ll want to leave me? Shit, fuck, fuck, fuckkk! Fuck.

What if it’s semi-conscious? I mean I don’t mean to pull my hair or bite my knuckles! But I still continue even when I realize what I’m doing…

Fuc...

(Kinda had a rough day so Ima go to bed after this cuz I’m tired and sad😃 Hope you have a great day! Btw when I say “nobody” I mean no one in my family because my friends notice everything 😼🧚‍♀️)

Dad

Never

Noticed

Anything.

If I crocheted a new bag,

Mom would have to say something first.

If I got hurt and said nothing,

No one said anything.

Mom noticed

A few

Things.

Like, when I...

(Not really descriptive sry. Hope you have a great day!)

“I’m sorry, but you’re acting like a bitch. I’m leaving and don’t wait for me to get back, I’m going to be out late,” they scoffed.

“I’m sorr-,” the door slammed shut,”-y! Oh…”

Shit, they left me! Fuck I was acting like a bitch.

I’m sorry, please come back.

…Wait, I’m alone here, I have to deal with my own thoughts all alone, shit. They...

(Bark. Hope you have a great day!)

Talking to you

Is like

Playing with fire.

I could either be

Warmed and comforted

Or

Burnt and hurt.

You switch up in

The blink of an eye.

Yet, I can’t leave.

I know it’s toxic,

I know it’s manipulation,

I know it’s

Love bombing.

I know, but

I won’t tell.

I’ll just distance myself,

Say no to our plans,

Send dry ass texts.

I’m tired of being isolated...