_(I’m too brainrotted for this_😭_ Sry for not posting lately, a lot has been going on and AHHHH. Hope you have a great day!)_

Something…

Something is wrong

About me.

Even when I was

Around 5 or

6 or maybe even 7.

_*SIX SEVENNNNN*_

After an argument

With my parents,

I sat in my room

Against the door

Repetitively saying

“No one loves you

Not Aunt ____,

Not Uncle ____

Not Mom,

Not Dad,

Not a...

(Idk. Hope you have a great day.)

I hate love.

It disgusts me.

I am

Perfectly fine on

My own.

I don’t need a

Lover.

I don’t need

Help.

I don’t need

Love.

It’s unnecessary.

I can’t trust love.

Love is a trick

Because why would love

Me?

I promised myself not

To fall for tricks.

I have fallen before,

Never again.

They will just leave

Or worse, manipulate.

I am

Not letting myself

Be u...

I got a haircut.

It really isn’t that big of a change,

But it feels like it is.

Dad said it made me look like younger,

He didn’t mean it in a rude way.

He said I grew up too fast,

I agree,

But there is no changing it.

I wish I could act my age,

But I’m mature and grew up way too fast.

I won’t ask for help,

Because I should be able to deal with my shit

Alone.

It doesn’t matter I’m suffocatin...

_(If this is confusing, sorry, my mind is a mess and I just complied 90% of my thoughts into this. This is everything all at once. Hope you have a great day!)_

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I can’t get help,

It’s far out of reach.

I’d have to

Admit

I need help,

But I can’t

I am

“Little miss independent”

“Little miss strong”

“Little miss gifted”

“Little Miss Perfect”.

I can’t help but worry,

What would happen

If I tol...

(MY DEAREST BITTERFLY, I SWEAR I WON’T GET BALLS!! *I don’t believe perfect lives exist. If it seems someone has a perfect life, it’s probably a lie or they are just satisfied with their life.* I think people who have seemingly nice lives who are sad or depressed or whatever are chill people, I have nothing against them. This story is just about someone… specific. Hope you have a great day.)

Her ...

_(The fact I wrote a love poem/song/whatever about no one in particularly just shows how hopelessly romantic I am. Hope you have a great day!!!)_

Damn, you’re so sweet and divine

(And divine)

I want your pretty little lips on mine

(On mine)

Spent so much time thinking of a pickup line,

Cuz I wanna talk you out to dine

And I don’t want you to decline

(Oh, I don’t want you to decline!)

Damn, you...

_(Bark. Sry for not posting lately. I LOVE CONAN GRAY’S NEW ALBUM AHHH!!!!! Hope you have a great day.)_

I don’t deserve

You.

I don’t

Deserve.

It’s fucked,

I know,

But I can’t help but think;

I don’t deserve

Love nor care.

Please,

Don’t care about

Me.

I love you

And

You deserve love,

But

I don’t deserve love,

I don’t deserve you.

Don’t care about me,

Please!

I’m begging!

Please, don’t l...

(Holes (book) fanfiction cuz I have to read it for an assignment and this prompt gave me an idea for the Warden. Hope you have a great day!)

“Why are you here?” the Warden rolls her eyes at Mr. Sir and Caveman.

“Stanley says he stole a bag of sunflower seeds, though, I don’t believe him. The bag had 5 pounds of seed, there is no way in hell he could eat all of those himself,” Mr. Sir replied.

“...

_(Part 2 of “In The Dark Of The Night”!!! Yippee! Hope you have a great day!)_

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_Okay, okay, it seems that they are near Apple Road. I should probably start heading there. _

As I ran I tried to stay in the shadows and alleyways. Eventually, when I got to the facility the tracker said they took the boy to.

_This warehouse is rather run down looking, I wonder how long it has been abandoned? Proba...

_(BUTTERFLY I PROMISE I WONT GET BALLS!! (Inside joke I swear) I’m not going to do anything, I promise, but this is a very honest truth right now. I don’t rly know what to do because I don’t know how to respond to actual love (especially when I can 100% tell they like me *normally I’m good at masking but AHHH*). Sry for rambling. Hope you have a wonderful day!)_

If only,

If only

My brain

Could ...