I walk among the earth smiling everyday

The sun provides me serotonin

The trees provide me oxygen & shade

The mountains feel like home

The water brings me peace

This earth is so comforting due to its many wonders

I’m grateful for traveling and experiencing this place

Everyday comes with pain

Therefore, I am thankful I have something to remind me how grateful I am every single day...

We are told we’re the perfect match

I finally found my other half

If only they could look through the glass

And see how much you beat my ass

I cry to myself at night

Wishing we never had any fights

For you come home too drunk too often

And whats to comes next is something I couldn’t fathom to endure

I dream of escaping

I even contemplate leaving

But without any help I’m not sure how to run fro...

I belong with the nature

I belong with the trees

I’ve never fit in with people

I’ve always fit in with the streams

I walk within the ocean

Feeling sand on my feet

I feel free among this beautiful world

Sitting by my twin, the only person who makes me feel safe to express the real me

I know I’ll reincarnate into a redwood tree

Providing shade, oxygen, and comfort for the creatures around me

I know...

I want to be loved deeply.

So deep that I can feel it being received to me.

So deep that the oceans will sing to me.

I want to be touched by hands that won’t strike pain to me.

Touched by somebody who genuinely craves me.

I want the love you think you can only dream of, read of, see on tv of.

I have wanted to be loved romantically for so long now that sometimes I wonder how I’ve kept my stan...

I’m here again

My favorite place to be

I walk among the moss trees, the streams, and the waterfall that is approaching me

I cry because I feel so alive

I haven’t felt this at peace in what feels like an infinity

I made it to the waterfall, I will sit here journal and meditate until I cannot any longer

Reality is kicking in and tomorrow I’ll be at work again

A place I make no money

A place I feel...

I stare at my fingers

I watch them disappear

I cannot cry anymore

I can no longer feel

I’ve always felt unnoticed, as if I could vanish and no one would care

You didn’t seem to be effected as I left your life

My thoughts were consuming,

but unfortunately right

I sit here thinking that I am a ghost

It was all becoming real...

You’re a deep green even the strings at the seams.

Another pair seems to be black and scratched.

A gray winter style, and a brown pair too.

A bloody red from my most uncomfortable shoe.

And my most recent, you were free and a hiking pair that fits perfectly upon my feet.

Oh how I love all of you. I crave more of you.

Confident you make me feel.

The compliments I receive when I have you ther...

I wake up to the frantic scream of my best friends. As I shoot up from bed she bursts into my room with pouring eyes. I ask in a panic “WHATS WRONG”? You look at me with teary eyes and state “I am pregnant, I am not sure what I should do”. I comfort you within my arms and say “no matter what you choose I am here for you and support you”. You do not want your family to judge but you know you cannot...

I woke up today with the confidence of a god.

Today will be the day I share how I feel for you.

I long for your comfort and genuine smile.

Your looks are beyond beautiful to me.

An amazing personality to match.

You really are my perfect man.

I see you walk through the hallway, with a nappy head.

I see you stretch and yawn, knowing you are the one that I want.

I awkwardly approach you with ...

Quite all around me other than the sound of the stream that is next to me.

I am at pure peace as I allow my fingers feel the pressure of the water beside me.

I sit there, meditate, and talk to the Earth.

A smile brighter than the sun smirks from within me.

I shed a tear as my soul flows towards another dimension.

When my soul is grounded back to Earth and attached to my body, I slowly get up ...