I woke up today with the confidence of a god.

Today will be the day I share how I feel for you.

I long for your comfort and genuine smile.

Your looks are beyond beautiful to me.

An amazing personality to match.

You really are my perfect man.

I see you walk through the hallway, with a nappy head.

I see you stretch and yawn, knowing you are the one that I want.

I awkwardly approach you with bright eyes.

Asking for a chance for you to be my guy.

I shoot up from my bed.

Realizing this was all in my head.

I miss seeing your pure face, hearing you laugh, and listen to the way that you say my name.

Wanting you is what I wish I would have confessed.

My fear of intimacy made me lonesome again.

And now I am sitting here wishing I had a comforting friend.