I’m here again

My favorite place to be

I walk among the moss trees, the streams, and the waterfall that is approaching me

I cry because I feel so alive

I haven’t felt this at peace in what feels like an infinity

I made it to the waterfall, I will sit here journal and meditate until I cannot any longer

Reality is kicking in and tomorrow I’ll be at work again

A place I make no money

A place I feel as I never leave

A place that is beyond toxic to be

To live somewhere I love has caused me so much misery

I remind myself that this is no longer a dream, but is my reality

Is this a reality I can keep?

For me this pain isn’t worth it any longer

I pack up and I leave