For the one in my screen,

In my brains, in my dreams,

Only existing in

My lovesick heart, my sins.

Your words, but a mere script,

But I’m caught in your quips,

In your hand-drawn smile,

God, does it make me sick

That I could reach out,

You’re not really there,

And I cannot stare,

You, I’m lost without.

Cry you a river,

Bleed out a long stream,

My emotions scream—

...

Right back to the old start,

Having fallen apart,

Smaller stones still unturned,

Though that glove has since burned.

Right back to what was done,

Work I’ve done under night’s sun,

Feeling around, in haze,

A quick leisure, a tough maze.

Scattered brain, smashed, soon rebuilt,

Rebranding to feel less guilt,

Seeing it with a cleaned mind,

Not seeing the past as a crime.

Where I once stood with no ...

What a time to be alive,

I say, lying in rubble,

Somehow in my own bubble,

A thin protection survived.

What a time to have eyes,

Though smog clouds all nice sights,

It clears somehow, with might,

A shimmering surprise.

Infected, is the earth, as one,

Ill as the minds that freely roam,

Yet the cure hides, and if I comb

Through the knots, this pain will be done.

Buried to dirt, time,

Long forgo...

My world is carved just for you,

With tired hands, down drips dew,

On the brink of collapse,

But I pray it’ll pass,

Adds to the love I put upon you.

My soul is painted with trust,

Shared between the two of us,

A barely-holding thread,

A waste that sews in dread,

Watercolored tears fall, I fuss,

Should I really wrap myself in a bow,

If I feel like you shouldn’t be bestowed?,

I’m surely overrea...

I want you to see me,

But I never show up in your mirror,

You left me to worry—

Didn’t make my thoughts much clearer

We should be closer,

But you’re further than ever,

And I suppose Ive died since then,

If you couldn’t feel the chill in the air.

Empty promises,

A bullet to my blood,

I love you dearly,

but you’re pissing me off,

You meet me at my grave

And forget my soul in decay,

The one you ...

Shot to the moon,

My dream’s stardust,

Shouts from earth’s crust,

Echo till noon.

Shot past the shine,

The dots that hold,

A locket, sold,

To my heart, mine,

But when the stars fell,

I lost it all,

The lifelines I called,

Fester to hell.

Intwined fingers,

Charred a deep black,

Guidance I lack,

Always lingers.

Blind by the glum,

Clinging to walls,

As shadows fall,

On what I’ve become.

Shot to ...

A temptation on my mind,

The possibility of something

So, so divine

Seems too great to attain

Yet the question lies;

Do I think clear or with hearts in my eyes?

Wrapped around the thought’s finger

My heart could lie in deceitful hands,

So wrong, so right,

Am I nothing but blind,

Unable to see the monster before my eyes?

If I step off the edge, will I stay alive?

A blessing a curse to have ...

My god, you confuse me.

How you jumbled my brain,

Rearranged my thought process

As if it’s a jigsaw puzzle,

It makes me question myself.

I’m the garbage,

You threw around

But now I’m treasure?

Did it get through your skull—

Realization, not more idiocy?

My god, you amuse me.

Look at you,

Calling me spineless behind my back,

When you embrace me with warm arms,

Said “I miss you” first, not back....

Warmth has simmered down,

Everyone is clad in sweaters,

Life in nature will grow dead, the

Charm of fall warms my heart regardless,

October brings spooks that shiver,

Motivating evil spirits to get lost,

Embraced by wafts of apple cinnamon.

Here is where you belong, draped

Over the town, the city, the world

Merriment, you bring my life in

Every inch of my soul.

Attacked by sweet, gentle gusts,

U...

It never ends,

And the whole world can hear it,

In fact, its ears are bleeding,

It rings out,

High pitched, trembling,

The throat hasn’t gave out,

Its resolve stands strong.

It never quits,

Not even with the sturdiest tape,

Not from force from any being

Not from hands,

Not from scolding lips

So carelessly busy,

They miss the scream’s reasoning.

It‘ll never end,

Until someone listens....