The fluorescent street lights

Weren’t the only thing keeping me awake at night

There were the thoughts

A bunch coming in, lots

The blade going through his neck

The guilt I carry is a reck

I want to be free, take this weight of my back

To take my thoughts and leave it on a rack

But I wasn’t ready to go through the consequence

The pay back of life, to confess

I’ve done it before

Just not it rotting...

I Imagine it, all blurry and faint, but in the same time, so vivid and clear. His face, every detail, his eyes was my only focus. The darkness of the night, the bright outlining of the stars, the grass that seemed to be so natural and fresh, it was my meaning of peace, of joy, of happiness, of eternal ease. He shifts his focus from me to the stars.

“You know, I never get why people always look at ...

Slipping through my fingers

Was his hair , my favorite of gingers

Is now something I don’t recognize

All that it’s blocking is the tears in my eyes

Something once so beautiful and bright

Is now at the end of the worlds delight

His hair now falling

And my eyes bawling

Nothing was the same anymore

I knew after he left I’d be rotten to the core

But I didn’t let the thought pass me

I looked into his ...

The complications of being different

The complications of being distant

Changes me everyday

Thinking why I leave myself astray

I must hide and hide

Sunset until sunrise

My mind flashing through memories

Memories that don’t have any remedies

To heal, to go away, to leave

I have never and will never be free

But today I’m in ease

In my face all I feel is fresh breeze

All I see is light

Everything is ...

The slash of the belt

The pain I felt

Only thing keeping me alive

Was a book that helped me thrive

I read and read

Until the pages got wet

I looked around the room

Only thing present was a broom

I wanted to escape, to grow wings and fly

To finally leave this place and say good bye

I bled and bled

I wept and wept

Until one day, my soul had enough

Flew to the clouds full of fluff

I finally had the ...

I jump up, to hollering and yelping, I break in sweat, still, not moving, as if I were a dead corpse. The door creaks and lightly shakes, I didn’t care what I was dressed in or how I looked, not as if I were too brave to get up. Looking around in panic, now was not the time to die. Every corner in the room felt strange, as if he were still here.

“AGHHH!”

I yell in complete terror.

I slowly op...

I looked out at the gloomy horizon, so dull and depressing, until my eye spotted a bright red scarf wrapped around, so vibrant and awakening. I looked back at the rest of the cafe, only thing awakening was the smell of coffee, everybody was dressed in black and grey, such colors as bright red is not quite popular in the modern time. I looked back at the window, again, zoned out by the draining col...

His eyes, the way he moved and talked, his appearance and charm, I wanted him and only him, unfortunately, the only thing right about him was his looks.

“You’re not going out without me!” He yells, his

eyes full of anger and control.

“Oh really? Because it seems whenever you go out to the club I never have a say in you going or not!” I say with much fury.

“You’re a woman, I’m a man, it’s diffe...