i forgave you over and over again.
convincing myself that you’d change. one day i thought it’ll happen…
but that day never came.
i went to war with myself.
i was out of the battlefield everyday, trying to find the good in you.
are you aware how long i looked?
i searched for hours on end digging and digging.
eventually i was able to reach the bottom.
there was only darkness, an empty black ...