LOVE

IM DOING THIS FOR LOVE

AND LOVE WILL SEE ME THRU

W LOVE ON MY SIDE I CANT LOSE

AND HarvaRD CANY REFUSE

A LOVE SO GOOD AND TRUE...

Is it bad

That I get excited when someone texts me

Hey are you free

Because maybe then

I can be needed...

I’m so sorry for not posting much yall

I keep avoiding reality

Still wishing it was you and me

I know definitely

It will end up destroying me

Cus when our eyes meet

I make it up and say there was something

When there was nothing

It messes me up

And I want you to

But you don’t.

Tears fall down my face

I wish I could say

All the words I wanted to

But to you

I’m nothing more than someone y...

Hey!

….

Hello?

…

You’re all right here. Why aren’t you saying anything?

____

Moment of silence so I speak

Next moment I’m talked over

I walked over saying hi

No one says anything

Am I here

Am I here

Am I here

Can you hear me

Do you want to hear my story?

Do you care about me anymore?

Do you want to know me?

Am I here

Stop

Excluding me.

Hello?

Are you listening?

No?

Then don’t be ma...

What if love is not meant for me

Like how the world is not meant to stay still

Or how the moon isn’t mean for the sun.

What if love is not meant for me

Like how James never fell for Regulus

Or how Sirius was separated from Remus

What if love is not meant for me...

“What do you see when you look in a mirror?”

I see a girl

Who is trying so hard

And I’m honestly proud of her.

My old girl.

Then I see the girl

Who lost all her friends but found God

And I’m so happy for her

Because she is beautiful and loved.

Now…

I see a girl who is falling again

I don’t know who she is

Because she changed her style

Changing who she was

She now looks like a girl who has...

Why does it return?

I’m so tired of it.

Normally I never distance myself

But things are different

Why is that?

Did I do something to have that happen?

Am I being punished?

I’m trying.

I’m hurting

I’m sad.

And I don’t know why.

I don’t know why.

Usually there’s reasons.

But this time idk.

Omg why did it have to return

I felt better

I did

It was a wonderful year until December hit.

Why

Wh...

Sitting alone at lunch is…different.

Maybe I’m sitting at a lunch table,

And people are just taking a while.

At least I know they’ll be back.

Maybe I’m sitting at a lunch table,

But they leave to sit in a classroom,

With a teacher I don’t know much about.

Then I’m alone…

Maybe with one other person,

But I’m alone.

Maybe I’m sitting at a lunch table,

With two people who used to talk to me. ...

He would forgive

So I will too.

He would love everyone

So I do.

He would never hate

So I won’t.

He would never give up on you

So I will not either.

He loves you

And so do I....

Why is one of my friends

of three years being dry to me

but texting like crazy to my friend

WHO LEAD HER ON

And they’ve only known each-other

for a month?

I check in on her ALL THE Time

Does she check on me?

No

She abbreviates “I love you” she never texts me Goodmorning or goodnight

Wtf dude you say

I’m your best friend

then actually prove it.

I’m loud

I know

I’m stupid

I know

I’m en...