Once I got your number things changed

A lot of things.

And not in a bad way

They helped me.

I stopped looking for validation through people

Instead I felt confident in who I am.

The Pinterest boards called

Date ideas

Couple stuff

Started being created

Excitement

And then next thing I know

I remember we can’t do those

Because you live 3 hours away

Not talking to people all day turned int...

It’s not fair

It’s not fair

It’s not fair.

Every time I stay at your house

I get sick

Sick

Sick to my stomach

Because you don’t meet my needs

My hair

My hair

My hair

Falls out a little bit

All week.

But even at the other one

Yells

Shouts

Argues

Will I ever find a home?...

Tw: school shooting fear

I get a sense of fear when I walk down

Empty halls with no one in it.

My ears click

My eyes suddenly

notice all things

I hold my breath

I think

What would I do if someone

walks out with a gun at the

very end of the hall?

Would I run into the closest classroom?

Would I scream “shooter!”

To try and warn everyone even

if it costs my life?

Would I scream it while runni...

Eurydice was a hungry young girl.

Orpheus had a gift to give.

But in the end it did not help her hunger

In the end her hunger for life and love did not save her either.

It’s a tragedy.

But it also proves the love....

Tell me you love me. Tell me you love me

Tell me you still love me and I’ll take you back in a second.

I’ll hesitate but then I’ll hug you

And tell you what God has done for me

And beg you to never leave again.

But…

Not gonna happen because

Instead you told lies and now half of

My class hates me but it’s okay

Because God. Has. A. Plan....

(I might write one with like actual plot. This is js smth stupid funny I thought of)

She leaves…to her dragon riding license. When she gets to the place, she’s the only one there. She walks over and asks to take the test the woman nods and nods towards the door. A man who is so fine at the door says

Hi my name is dragon….

Ohhhh.

(Tell me if you got it)...

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

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I can’t do this

I can’t do this

I can’t do this

...

(Tw: trauma?? Abuse ish) angry rant poem.

You get mad when I protect my mother

You ask me angrily why

I’m so close to snapping at you

When you disrespect her when it’s not even her at fault

There’s a reason you’re all alone.

So here dad,

Here’s why.

I remember the day you threw that mug.

My mom says it was at her and not me.

I remember the days you would yell at her

Because she had a diff...

(I got part two out in one day hehe. Art thou proud?? Also I had the WORST time writing this because I wrote it out on my notes app, hit DONE button, closed the app. Opened it and THE WHOLE KISS SCENE HAD DISSAPEARED!! I was so mad I didn’t write for like an hour. But then I did so. Hope you enjoy!!!!)

Thirty minutes later i have my foot propped up on a stool as we watch a tv show together. The l...

I’ve got the summertime blues

And they’d be cured if I just had you...