Writing Prompt

*TW: SH (Self harm)*

Once, twice

I was yelled at for being dumb

Three, four

Butterflies drawn

Five, six

Aspects of me judged by them

Seven, eight

More butterflies to add on

Nine

Yells more drawing on myself

Ten butterflies

On my clean arm

I smile instead of getting upset

When she yells

When he yells

About the butterflies

I would rather see a garden of butterflies

Then rivers of re...

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In my room

A normal day

Nothing strange

That’s what it seems

But I know differently

Today is special

Because there won’t be another

It’s all to much

I’ve tried so hard

Never enough

All alone

Count the pills

Once, twice

One goes down

Than another

Ten to take

And when there gone

Ten more for luck

Laying in bed

As they take effect

Tomorrow fading

Today my last...

Rule number one

Never stop writing

Poetry especially

It really matters to me

Hmmmmm hmmmm hmmm

pull the strings

Rule number two

Help those in need

No bad intentions or greed

Just love indeed

Clink clink clink

drink the poison

Rule number three

Eat a bagel for breakfast

Every morning

With a few things on the side

Pull pull pull

dont forget who you are

Rule number four

Text your fri...

You came to me from the heavens high,

A calling, message, a butterfly,

Telling me to embrace what hasn’t died.

You tell me I will prosper while

I hold down my struggles like bile,

And from a few more bucks, I’ll smile.

Now you claim you’re my luck charm,

That I’m awry from all harm,

Divine and me have locked arms.

Seen as evil but not

A spawn that needs to rot,

For in balance, you trot.

And y...

On the first day, I tracked my weight

115.5

Is what it read

On the second day

It was

117

On the third day

I went down to

115

On the fourth, I was

Back up to

116

115.6

On the fourth day

Is this normal?

The fifth day was

115.9

Should it be that?

My parents say I’m underweight

And should eat more

I’m not hungry anymore though

It’s not self harm

I just have a less of an appe...

1,

2,

3,

4,

Keep counting the time till he comes.

5,

6,

7,

8,

Call him repeatedly even though it only goes to voicemail every time.

9,

10,

11,

12,

Lie in bed crying until you can't anymore.

13,

14,

15,

16,

Check his Instagram page and get jealous over who’s been commenting recently.

17,

18,

19,

20,

Count the ways you love him.

21,

22,

23,

24,

Count the ways he doesn't.

25,

26,

27,

28,

Just ...

(I wrote this poem a few months ago, but I didn’t have this app back then and I thought this would be a good prompt for this poem. Hope you have a great day! Also, happy pride!)

*TW: SH (self harm)*

One, two

Of my

Eyes watch

The scissors

Glide.

Three, four

Knocks on

My door.

Five, six

“I’ll be

There

In a minute!”

Seven, no, eight

Bandages I use

To cover the

Red lines.

Nine, ten

S...

1. i’m not deserving enough.

2. i’m not worthy enough.

3. i’m not skinny enough.

4. i’m not good enough.

5. i’m not sleeping enough.

(idk guys it’s 1:15 AM and i just cannot sleep no matter what i do so no time for authors note and QOTW yet 😭)...

Ten days until the pass

Nine days until the river comes

Eight days until expectations go down

Seven days until people will say their sorry

Six days until the sun rises again

Five days until the stars are one more

Four days until I cry again

Three days until I shed

Two days until it’s the last

One day left until the earth is closed

Zero days left it’s time to say good bye to this place...

On the first day I saw you

Your eyes shined bright blue

Whenever I look at the sky

I always see you

On the second day we met

I heard your voice for the first time

Like a melody from heaven

I knew you were mine

On the third day we touched

Your shoulder against mine

It felt like an explosion

Like I drank too much wine

On the fourth day you waved

From across the room to me

It felt like you blew ...