… … … … There’s no one left to fight Everyone is back to nice No reson to be upset at them The people who where mean Making my life a mess They got in trouble Now they’ve changed My friends are doing fine I want to make them happy Give them gifts that mean something My favorite neckless Or a family heirloom Everything I can for helping me A thank you for being there I need to tell my family I lo...

… … … … It’s all to much People around Being loud Really living Yet I’m not like them I don’t fit in All alone I give up I don’t care anymore I want to fall To sink into nothing Others have it bad Probably even worse I’m just weak I don’t try to fight And I don’t have a reason why My life is good I’m insanely lucky I shouldn’t feel like this But I do I can’t take the pain The numbness The st...

… … … … The wind blows my hair I’m on the edge again Looking down below The water swirling The night cold I’m sitting there Like I have before But today is my limit I stand and turn around But I’m not going to leave Walking beckwards Till my heel hang off Then I let go Falling backwards The descent feels slow My mind numbing Thoughts ceasing Finally a thud And I sink below...

… … … … In my room A normal day Nothing strange That’s what it seems But I know differently Today is special Because there won’t be another It’s all to much I’ve tried so hard Never enough All alone Count the pills Once, twice One goes down Than another Ten to take And when there gone Ten more for luck Laying in bed As they take effect Tomorrow fading Today my last...

… … … … Sitting in the silence Darkness all around Thoughts racing fast Thinking of the day Every little detail What did I do wrong Way to many things The list keeps going on Faster and faster Each one is a cut Both with the blade And in my mind Mark after mark The blood begins to pour Useless, I’m useless A waste of space When the reflection’s done My arm is red I bandage it quickly Till tomo...

… … … … When things go wrong Especially as a child The effects last awhile I still remember that day It’s not as clear now But it will never go away Dad was upset about somthing Mom was taking to him Eventually a police officer arrived Just one to talk Dad went away for a little Mom made us kids talk to people Therapists or somthing They came to school Pulled us out of class individually Only ...

… … … … I forget so many things What my favorites are How to do things for me What being seen feels like How to brake and cry What it’s like to be heard How to ask for help So I cut myself sometimes Snap at people for small things Stay by myself all the time Feel like I’m not even there Escape to my daydreams Hope it will get better That I can find all I’ve lost...

… … … … The most beautiful things have thorns A sweet rose can couse deep pain Families can wear and fray with age Friends can be toxic and harmful to you Even in hope there’s despair somewhere Life can be hard and you can be hurt Your own mind can trap and lie Your hands can find a blade to cope A bottle or two of pills or booze But thorns can be removed with work Even if they come back some ...

… … … … I’ll the favorite child Always staying in line The only one home My brother left Mother isn’t satisfied She curses me more Her anger growing She hurts and hurts Controls my choices My brother hates me I’m to much like her He doesn’t listen or care I told him I was going He didn’t hear I know I’ll die But I have to try Try to be more than Mother More than the perfect child I have to take t...

… … … … Adventuring in the forest My only true escape left Walking trails at night Listening to insects I settle by a tree A nearby stream Babbling slow A perfect place For a final rest I lay by the tree Remembering The life I’ve lived I unsheath my dagger Position it by my heart Then plunged it deep Goodbye cruel world I’ll lie here forever Where I’m meant to be...