The past is like chains

It weighs you down

Tethers you to pain

Keeping you broken

But you can brake free

And start again

You just need to believe...

Bright fluttering wings

Yellow and orange

Same as the sunset

Flying into the distance

Beating in time

Almost musical...

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In my room

All on my own

Not a sound to be heard

No tick tock of a clock

Only my breath and heart

To fast as I pace

Tears in my eyes

But they never release

I fall to my knees

By the desk

Reaching for my blade

I cut and cut

The pain is gone

Tears now flow

I’m broken and turn

Almost gone

But I can keep going

At least for now...

Pain makes me seek a refuge

But where can I go to feel safe

How can I flee from my thoughts

I am unsafe no matter the place

Because the problem is internal

One day I’m ok, the next breaking

Is there any point in staying here?...

Friends are family you make yourself

Picking and choosing the right ones for you

Cutting them loose when they hurt or stab

Til your a group so strong nothing can move you...

Roots grow down into the ground

Keeping me safe and sound

Spiraling stops as I touch the ground

Thoughts stoping in there tracks

I’m okay, the world will get brighter

Gradually day by day...

Sky cloudy

Rain coming

Air damp

Dark fallen

Trees tall

Path narrow

All alone

Can’t cry

Keep going

Your all right

Don’t collapse

You’ll be fine

Just survive...

Darkness chills the land

Life all but gone now

Ruins scattered about

The world broken and torn

Lone survivors scavenge

Hanging onto life

Food so scarce

Death so near

No hope in the desperation

Morals abandoned

Like life before

Fight, kill, live

See another day

So many choose to give up

Still some choose to stay

Trust is gone

No groups are formed

But light will shine again

This world destroy...

Sitting still

Staring off

Vivid worlds

Endless stories

In my mind

Dark and light

Love and hate

Death and life

I see it all

Unfolding now

But only for me

Till I write it down...

I made a new friend

Her name is Ana

She showed me new things

Helped with my wardrobe

She keeps me in shape

Others think she’s deadly

But I know she’s good

Here to help me succeed

Bringing my dreams

To reality...