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It’s all to much

People around

Being loud

Really living

Yet I’m not like them

I don’t fit in

All alone

I give up

I don’t care anymore

I want to fall

To sink into nothing

Others have it bad

Probably even worse

I’m just weak

I don’t try to fight

And I don’t have a reason why

My life is good

I’m insanely lucky

I shouldn’t feel like this

But I do

I can’t take the pain

The numbness

The strain

I just fade away

No cuts or burns

No bruises

Not to many pills

Just staying in bed

Refusing meals and water

Only doing what’s required

Than back to bed

Slowing steadily

Until I stop completely