( this is like when you flip to a random page in a book and get a juicy plot even though you got no clue what’s going on )

“ Yeah. Dad has a few hours left, don’t he?” My fiance looked at me, his expression blank. I nodded, holding his hand as we continued to drive through the rain pounding against the car. “ You know, I forgave him for what he did.” My fiance said again, this time, his jaw was ...

I would always dream of you.

Some nights you would smile and laugh with me, like nothing every past between us.

Other nights you’re cold and unforgiving to what I said…the words I regret.

And the most haunting nights are the ones I dream of you reaching out, standing outside my door, speaking the words I hold true in my heart:

_I love you. _

__

It’s from my restless dreams that the truth f...

I don’t know what to do anymore.

It’s not that I’m overwhelmed.

It’s not that I’m burnt out.

I’m just empty.

Hollow.

I don’t even remember why I care so much.

What does it matter if I get a bad grade?

What does it matter if I let them all down?

What does it matter if I just quit?

Who would even notice?

Anyone who did would learn to live without me.

I could be washed away into a warning:

This is ...

Ah marriage…isn’t it wonderful?

Your husband is yours forever til death right?

I mean isn’t that what marriage is supposed to be about?

Two lovers who are meant for each other

Together forever and ever right?

Time passed by swiftly

The romantic connection between the husband and his wife

Slowly dying out as if it was a wilting leaf in the scorching heat

Anniversary dinners continuely ...

You search and you seek

Climbing over the peak

Looking for answers while seeking the truth

The answers were near

The light was unclear

The tunnel was dark

But as the answer were becoming clear

The truth finally came to light...

So you see, I am full of cliches.

Original thoughts do not plague me—

I reek of mediocrity.

Your grandma doesn’t think so, though.

No, she spams your socials with hackneyed, corny plots

And finds some superficial depth.

I watched a video

And couldn’t make it to the end.

It is no secret

That anyone with more than one brain cell

And a lick of common sense

Would tear your sentiments to shreds.

At l...

They told us we were alone

Drifting through space on our home

No one else to talk to

No one else to see

What they didn’t tell us was the danger

In front of our eyes

The billion little lights

In the dark, empty night

We were being watched

Evaluated, researched

We lived our lifes so freely

Unaware of the monsters around the corner

At night they discussed

What to do with us

The leaders we trusted

...

Let the party

Let the party start

Yeah

Let the party start

Heartbreak and drugs tearing me apart

Tell them Percs to do their part

Henny with a xannex bar

Let the party start

Let the fucking party start

Let the party start

Let the party start

Heartbreak and drugs tearing me apart

Tell them percs to do their part

Relax and let the party start

In my heart it’s a avalanche

Freeze freeze ...

Guilty talking for justification

Mouth giving words with agitation

Present me with gratification

My hardships to bear

You can take them

I’m sorry

I should forget

Talking and talking

It’s hard to give

Whisper my secrets

Harden my heart

I’m swimming

Circling the dark

Sweet word trips take me for a spin

Your words are my molasses

Keep with the flow

I can’t stop

Addicted to the pulse

Words and rhy...

Everything that I thought I know

It’s aborting

Deserting me

Every truth that I thought was true

Has just became dead leaves on the ground

Has gone wild

What if the things I see are not as they seem

Impossible yet clear

How could I ever deny it

I only believed what was right in front me

Think what I could see

The betrayal you portrayed

I wanna say it’s all fake but

No other explanation ...