As you disappeared

And fell out of my fingertips

I thought I broke

Turning to ash and nothing more

That I’d never get back to her

If only that girl knew

With the pigtail braids

And the bangs

That it was a phoenix

Rising through

That I was becoming someone even better and new

So then it became a whip

One that changed everything

It was time for me to change

I thought I was the villain

Or even ...