As you disappeared
And fell out of my fingertips
I thought I broke
Turning to ash and nothing more
That I’d never get back to her
If only that girl knew
With the pigtail braids
And the bangs
That it was a phoenix
Rising through
That I was becoming someone even better and new
So then it became a whip
One that changed everything
It was time for me to change
I thought I was the villain
Or even ...