Waiting an eternity for you

Choose me and love me and never let me go

Pick me as the one who will be by your side

And hold my hand tightly

For you love another

And choose her over me

My path of love is so difficult to have

For again I am chosen last

And only I know what that means

An undesirable feeling a little bit of feeling lonely

Only left is waiting but really reality is ready

It c...

Twinkle Twinkle o starry sky

Where the darkness outside consumes me

Where the lights are all turned off

And the quietness is all around me

Twinkle twinkle o starry sky

Let the moon be the center of attention

May it make space for the stars that want to shine brightly and the light be a guide to show me

Twinkle twinkle o starry sky

Create a path for the lonely

Where the thoughts run around...

When I was a kid it was hard to get along with others

Probably because I was afraid of what others thought about me

Being judged and spoken to

I learned it at a very young age

All the eyes were on me

The spotlight

Waiting for me to talk about something

But if I used the wrong choice of words

I would be not liked

I couldn’t like myself for who I was

And a part of me was kept away like this ...

“ So, you are trapped with nowhere to go, how do you feel about that?! hahaha” he tied my hands around the pole, where I saw his other victims. The unfortunate part was, they were all dead. Each and every one of them. Blood on the floor, ropes with stains of blood on them. His victims must of tried really hard to escape. I looked around the room. There’s no hole or window. No one I can call for he...

The streets alike like New York City, buildings touching each other

Calling out for a taxi is a a little more harder to reach

Pathways and sidewalks the more you step on

People walking cruising the city

Running to work, running to school

It’s very energetic and people walk fast with adrenaline with each boost of coffee they drink

Restaurants, cafes and bakeries on every corner

High end places ...

I rediscovered something that gives me hatred towards yet I quite love

It was a revelation filled with tears, tension and physical and mental pain

It’s something that means a lot to me and I find important in my daily day

It’s something I gained while training for and spent all those days i could’ve spend doing something else

I found it during a challenging time

It felt like a purpose to fix a b...

I found a guy I like. A childhood friend of mine. Growing up together he would hold my hand when I was scared, share laughs with me when I was happy and cried beside me and with me when I was sad.

I found a girl I like. She’s wise beyond words. She inspired me and helps me grow. She’s been with me through thick and thin but I think she might like somebody else.

I found a guy I like. I may not ...

Excitement, nervousness, fear, dread

Awaiting the moment to receive the card filled with funds

Running to the shinest prize, drawing the handle down and ring ring ring is it a win is it a loss?

A 20$ bet going to the black jack table trying out something new to make up for the last round

Two minutes pass, three minutes and placing the bets awaiting a hit or stand and boom! 35$ win!

Playing longer...

Life is like a sharp stick. No matter which side you get poked from, it hurts. I don’t want to believe that about life because that just gives me black and white thinking. However, recently I haven’t been getting the best of luck. It seems karma is hunting me down, and my life feels too controlled recently. I thought I’m supposed to live my own life, not others telling me what I can and can’t do. ...

Oh estranged city,

You used to be so pretty

With a colorful dawn

That was lifting the sky

That looked like it was painted or drawn

When emeralds and sapphires would fly

That height no one can defy

No gravity no matter how high

Where the stars were touching

But now there crumbling all the way to the ground

Now darkness, now a monstrous sight

What a fright

It took away all the light

A city...