Horizon

19 , finding peace with poetry delving deep into the struggle , finding a way to occupy my mind and escape reality for awhile .

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Horizon

19 , finding peace with poetry delving deep into the struggle , finding a way to occupy my mind and escape reality for awhile .

152

Writings

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Suspended In Time

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I still don’t understand why I’m lost .

Why am I broken , what does it cost to be fixed ?

I could wish upon a million stars for this pain to go away yet it seems to stay no matter how many times I pray .

I tried to speak yet my voice get clogged because I’m to weak to admit I’m scared to open up and not be able to control what weeps out of my soul .

I’m terrified of images that once made me cry...

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Voicemail To Heaven

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Only a call a way !

So remember I’m never too far I’ll even hitch a ride in a car to get to you as fast as I can .

My little dimple cheeks you’re trying so hard to survive I can see you struggle to thrive day after day but just know I’m here to stay !

But your heart ached too much and I’m sorry I wasn’t enough to mend the broken fragments of pain that you seemed to claim .

I dial the phone ov...

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Grief Is Guilty

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I really want to believe they will be a day were I don’t feel so deep in grief were the very tears I weep will no longer flood my sunken eyes .

That they will be a day were I can proudly say I love you without tears in my eyes , for you were taken too soon with your laughter unable to fill the room .

It tore my very future apart everything we had planned like that trip you created where you cook...

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Beat Fear Into Existence

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I’ve been stuck in the motions with a report being filed it was just a stupid moment where he got riled up .

I dismissed it every time thinking none of it was a crime , I mean it’s normal to follow somone you love around isn’t it ?

But this time he bit the end of a straw and has gone to far and broken the law or atleast that what the officer stated .

A shocking tone could be heard over the pho...

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Don’t Play Along

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My four walls talk if you look close you can see the shadows walk I can see a shadow in the corner of my eye but is it all just a lie .

What do they say ?

Do you want to come and play !

Don’t listen too much or you hear the laughter and soon enough they come running after .

So now your scared you should of been more prepared .

They start to sing a song and when they do you know somethings abo...

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Hate Drips

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I’m sorry ,

I didn’t intend for this to happen .

Another fine came from the school it isn’t fair the rule that I have to attend when I have no friends .

They don’t understand the rumours they spread cause they never heard the comment that I’d be better of dead .

**“You stupid girl !**

**Don’t you know how much I’m worrying about having enough to pay the bill without you making more hassle .”**...

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Look Out For Doubt

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Imagine being a statistic in a void of voices all struggling to be heard but too little for anyone to be concerned .

Each passing year so many lost soul get added too many to react you won’t understand unless you’ve been attacked .

Depression is the most talked about but you don’t ever hear people shout how hard it is to cope the way you loose all your hope .

As a society we see people cry and...

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Gamble

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Life is a huge risk with a hand to play , so let’s put a bet on how much you’ll regret for the actions you played .

Shuffle the cards in your favour and you’ll have satisfaction to savour .

Take the wrong deck you’ll have debt up to your neck you useless wreck .

A rolling dice decides the price don’t think twice or you’ll lose the luck .

You see defeat looms so bitter and cold that even victo...

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Cost Of Love

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I’m struggling to even maintain a relationship cause the good ones I always loose left with the present guy that buys your moments for his own pleasure like your his treasure .

But the truth is he can be nice for a price just keep your mouth shut and agree and remember if he want you to be a slut don’t ever put up a fight .

It doesn’t seem right but otherwise I’d be alone in my home with no pur...

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A Different View

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You never realise how much you take the small thing for granted so why don’t we lay here a bit slanted .

Cant you see the way the tree leans towards the sun or the way the birds clean the leaves of the floor to make a nest so their eggs can rest .

It been a while since this warmth has coated my skin to even create a tan line but the truth is all this time I haven’t been fine .

I was confined ...

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