Horizon

19 , finding peace with poetry delving deep into the struggle , finding a way to occupy my mind and escape reality for awhile .

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Horizon

19 , finding peace with poetry delving deep into the struggle , finding a way to occupy my mind and escape reality for awhile .

188

Writings

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I’m No Hypocrite

Horizon

1 min read

I see it again trigger warning my anxiety swarming .

Distressing content maybe i could finally vent !

But what good will that do without any glue .

Not even a comment can tie away the lie that i so desperately want to die .

So many people relate to living in an unstable fate that they believe it to late to feel okay .

I wish i could make you stay to share all the wonder of life for you to m...

Poetry

But You Sealed The Deal You Never Healed (TW)

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1 min read

I’ve been around the block more than once , they say just walk it off they never stated where ?

Maybe they will be more clear , if I walk off the bridge .

How I walk across the road like my life is some sort of broken code .

How I hear the train scream my name just lay on the track and you will never go back .

How the ocean pulls me under as my heart cracks like thunder .

Don’t you hear the...

Poetry

When Hope Runs Dry

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Maybe it time to let you know I’m not fine , Im running out of happiness .

That I’m struggling to see past the thorns that are embedded in my spine .

An agonising sting of poison flowing through my veins too deep to even leave a stain .

I’m in so much pain , but feel so ashamed to even ask for some help .

But after all I’m never gonna feel tall enough to reach the stars anymore as I drown ben...

Poetry

The Best Is Yet To Come !

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1 min read

My precious daughter is losing her fight , I can see the way her light is flickering out of hope .

She so talented you see .

A painting she drew of a world her mind grew were she could dance in a field of roses .

She doesn’t see her potential .

That is just a brush stroke dear I know your struggling to see past the dam of colour .

But I can see the finished painting relishing in glory .

Surel...

Poetry

how dare you ?

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1 min read

I'm out of control and i don't know why ?

yet your trying to lie saying i never tried to fight through the night .

So Let me stand here tonight

and finally share the spotlight .

To set fire to the twisted truth

between deceitful eyes flooded with lies .

Take cover from the rain cause the fame you seem to claim will turn into shame .

let the crowd finally see why you were so proud , so ha...

Poetry

Confess

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1 min read

I’m surviving and yes I do cry ,

I try to escape the thoughts of wanting to die .

I lie to protect myself ,

Against my fleeting youth of a concerning truth .

You can count the suffering I’ve endured ,

wounds that lay under my sleeve to forever stay .

They used to pray for him to offer forgiveness ,

So I could heal .

But I wasn’t willing to take the blame for this ordeal to confess to a sin...

Poetry

Don’t Let Them Be Ignored

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Words are wasted on those who won’t listen , those who aren’t willing to make a decision , to stand up for what’s right to not go down without a fight .

I’m not talking about war or crimes that have come before but for you to open the door and see the hate we consume on a plate .

We have so many dates in history that we mark : disasters , discoveries, even changes in our laws that seeks benefi...

Poetry

Are You Sure ?

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1 min read

Apparently having a dream just proves you have a future having a desire for a job means you don’t want death to rob you .

To steal your breath because the truth is you welcome death hoping you’ll finally get the chance to shake away the pain .

So when you ask why I decided to go just look back and see how they exspected me to grow in a dark place of a face the lingers stairing through my soul ju...

Poetry

Deprived Of Validation

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1 min read

Too much peace sounds impossible , but what can be worse the constant voices in your mind that no one can ever find or the sweet sound of nothing .

I don’t even get notification on my phone anymore not even a hi how you been because maybe I’m not seen .

my own thoughts make it hard to express my feeling a game that I’m not willing to play , I get it no one really want to stay and talk so I just...

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It’s A Test , Don’t Act Too Depressed !

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When you start your journey with therapy you’re told to sit down and listen to the only time they will breach your trust is if it’s a must .

They say the space you’re allowed to express what causing you stress you wouldn’t believe the thing we’ve heard so don’t be scared to talk .

So your finally honest cause you really want to feel comfortable and not feel so deep to the point where your strugg...

Poetry