Horizon

19 , finding peace with poetry delving deep into the struggle , finding a way to occupy my mind and escape reality for awhile .

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Horizon

19 , finding peace with poetry delving deep into the struggle , finding a way to occupy my mind and escape reality for awhile .

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not writing

Horizon

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i'm not gonna be on for awhile id say it to recover but that's far from true not sure you can fully ever recover from mental health life is just tough but on the bright side ill have a lot to catch up reading when im back . that if idk it feel wrong to try again but im ready more than ive ever been and i don't see my family caring and i know people will worry well mainly the people trying to suppo...

miss you

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I gave up being brave the day heaven called your name .

I walked in rain in hopes it would numb the pain .

I'm sorry to say , i'm not okay .

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Is trust enough ?

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Family starts with blood but that isn't what it means !

They say you'll fight to make things right even if i takes all night .

Family doesn't sit there and stare they really care .

They will be by your side through the good and bad .

See i have a sister that would rather put her mister before me .

Yes i do love her but she hurt me , she tore the trust i had before .

I was thrown to the pits and ...

Poetry

price of a decision

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Everyone has a voice that a choice a human right they say .

Your beliefs shouldn't hold power to throw someone over a tower.

To bring other people down cause the karma will come back around .

If value of money was our breath would we hold our moment more .

Would we take our time and make sure everyone was really fine .

If the price of air was more than before , tell me would you help someone on t...

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if only i knew before

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I wish i bailed .

Fucking hell i failed !

The most important job of keeping myself safe .

So much that its robbed the very person i was .

You started off pretty sweet and it stayed that way for a few weeks .

Love made me weak , waiting for you anger to peak .

Your hate began to speak as my tears began to leak .

You threatened to kill just to keep the thrill .

You made my body a prize for buying...

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Pressure

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They said i would win if i grew thicker skin

That i should pin a grin to my face to fit into this place .

I need to come first in the race otherwise i lose .

Failure is something you should never choose .

Maybe ill gain a prizes away from there lies if i tie the noose .

Ill shake the trophy of death up until my very last breath .

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It will be okay

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Your brain is doing what it knows best convincing yourself you want death.

Reminding you of how tired you are of saying your okay .

If only you could change the way you feel today .

But what if i told you , you can !

Your looking back at the past the pain all that regret pushing yourself to forget about everything that got you here . All that fear you've kept hidden away too scared it might scar...

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hurt you

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I know they lied , you don't know how many time i tried !

But the spider web isn't enough of a net to catch even a bet .

Death is a promise ill put to the test to finally be laid to rest .

They kept telling me it get better , that i should put down the pen and tear the letter .

I really wish i could would that make this life good ?

What is it don't you know , well there you go ?

When you find ...

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wandering eye

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When a lively room falls silent as you enter through the door .

Maybe i'm the one they hate , i don't know if i can wait .

Each day i pass by not even greeted .

I start to assume i wasn't needed .

why do i even exists ?

My heads spinning i'm definitely not winning .

The thought race , am i a waste of space ?

My stomach is turning and my hope is burning .

The pain is a relentless type of rain its ...

Poetry

Life isn't the same

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Grief isn't something that's brief .

Week after week the emotions still peak .

My eyes heavy ready to leak .

My voice struggle to speak your name

Like my heart is bound with chains ,

getting drenched in endless rain .

I'm frozen in time .

Memories bitter like lime .

I'm just not fine without you .

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