Maybe i'm fine , i checked the time .

why hasn't it worked ?

I saw the notification "Are you okay " its just i didn't want to stay .

I was tired of struggling every day of pretending i was fine to end up at that room .

Kinda pointless if you ask me cause i never told them what was wrong .

Maybe my task was to stay silent cause if it was i definitely passed .

I was at my last straw a place i swore I've been before .

But this is different i wasnt scared i was prepared for the hurt to be gone .

I swallowed each pill making sure not to spill anymore mistakes .

But even that i failed i mean it took awhile for me to scream .

The pain got too much and well i was throwing up my guts .

So i asked for help but why cause in that moment i could swear i wanted to die !

I still wonder what its like to take your last breath ?

Is it a peaceful relief that your life was brief .

I didn't want to try and lie maybe it was a regret that id be forgotten .

That i didn't make a difference that my name would leave people ashamed .

But sure blame the pain cause you cant stop the rain .