i'm not gonna be on for awhile id say it to recover but that's far from true not sure you can fully ever recover from mental health life is just tough but on the bright side ill have a lot to catch up reading when im back . that if idk it feel wrong to try again but im ready more than ive ever been and i don't see my family caring and i know people will worry well mainly the people trying to support it weird other people giving a shit when my own flesh and blood doesn't . i guess im writing this just in case i do make it through this app has given me purpose for awhile a place to just write shit down and get stuff off my head and express myself and the community is an added bonus so i just wanted to say good luck everyone hope life treats you well .