POEM STARTER
Write a poem about a time that you forgot something.
It could be an important event, a mundane appointment, or a personal belonging. Whatever it is, try to tap into the emotions you feel when you realise you've forgotten something.
Math Tests😢
I sit down
So ready
To conquer this test
With my sharpened pencil
I write my name
With loopy letters
Perfectly spaced
Then I look over
The first page
Expecting to feel
Like I know it
But instead
The words blend
Together
The graphs
Become meaningless
The symbols
Turn into scribbles
My mind
S
E
A
R
CH
ES
and
S
E
A
R
CH
ES
For anything
But what does it find?
Nothing.
So I skip the question
Swearing to myself
My mind just needs to
“Take a break”
So it can “recooperate”
Easy questions come
Blinding my reality
Like a little taste of sugar
In a sea full of salt water
It tastes so good
I feel so smart
Until I decide to take the risk
And swim deeper
I turn the page
A word problem
Sketch a graph
It reads
Then explain your answer
I don’t understand
The teachers know why
They have
A literal answer key
So why do you have to explain
Something they already know?!
The clock ticks
My “perfectly spaced”
Handwriting becomes
My “my fingers are too fat”
Handwriting
At this point,
I have no clue
What the heck I’m doing
Drawing my graphs
Goes like this:
Erase
Erase
Erase
Draw
Sit up and stare
Erase
Erase
Erase
Redraw
Second guess it
Erase
Erase
Draw again
Contemplate
Give up
The waves get angrier
And the salt water
In my lungs
Rises
My hands get sweaty
My mind races
My heart cries for help
My eyes water with exhaust
You should’ve studied more
You should’ve asked your teacher more questions
You should’ve never picked up your phone
You should’ve been better
You should be smarter
A smart person would know this…
These thoughts
Aren’t afraid
To be loud
But a little sliver
In my heart
Whispers
Atleast you tried
_ _
So I try your best
To finish
Then
Hand it over
Because why does it have to matter so much?
Why can’t trying your best actually feel like an accomplishment for once?
(My ACT is tomorrow. Hoping for the best😭)