I wish someone would break my heart.

I wish someone _could_ break my heart.

I want to spend the night in a burning house,

As long as I’m not sleeping alone.

I want to play with matches and watch my heart burn,

I want to set fire to the world around me.

I want to melt, and I want to break.

I want to feel alive,

To feel human.

I want the terror of feeling the whole world drop away.

I want the panic as my heart stops and my brain screams “Oh _shit_.”

I want the fear that comes with risking my heart, my soul, my everything.

I guess what I want is just love.

I need it.

I’m shattering without it and I just want to _love someone_.

I want to spend the night in a burning house,

As long as I’m not sleeping alone.