Dark clouds rolled in

Dark thoughts begin to spin

Deep breaths, in and out

Don’t let the fear in your mind sprout

Deep breaths, close your eyes, real tight

Don’t let the panic feel your mind with fright

Deep breaths, this time real slow

Don’t let the voices in your head grow

Deep breaths, my little ones

Don’t have to bring out the big guns

Dark clouds rolled past

Dark thoughts float away at last...

Counting the blessings of love, friendship, and laughter, given throughout the years.

Coming to the realization that there have been too many tears.

Calmness swiftly blows, whipping hair around my face.

Concluding that there is more to life than an empty space.

Capturing moments and holding them deep within.

Continuing to find strength somewhere in each journey I begin.

Countless memories I cheris...

How can the very brain I was born into hate the way it operates?

How can the very body that was always destined to carry my soul, hate the way it looks?

How can the very face that is a representation of all those before me, who have shared a love so deep, despise the eyes that allow it to see the greenest of trees?

How can the very hands that have held the dearest of faces, break the skin of its...

Cloudy skies under which I

Cry,

Curled up in a ball,

Contemplating ending it all.

Chaos reigns and makes me

Crazy,

Calm is nonexistent, we’ll never be

Content with ourselves.

Closing in are the walls,

Chasing me down without a

Cause,

Clearly, I’m going

Crazy.

Consider why you’re so bitter,

Can I make you better?

Can’t do that, for I’m

Crazy myself.

Crying in shame,

Curled up in a ball,

Can ...

Hail pouring

Humming its clinky sound

Hitting every window

How hazardous it may be

Honestly, I love it

Helps me too sleep

Humbly

Happily

However

Hail is so

Harsh

Horrible

Hostile

(I ALMOST FREL ASLEEP TRYNA WRTITE THIS AND YALL DONT NEED TO KNOW THIS BIT MY FEET HURT…don’t ask pls lol)...

Right to the side

Right to the dome

Rights of the people

Really hard to get

Fun while it lasted

Funny things did happen

Failures in people

First needs are important people

(Dont know what I did, I just needed to write something, I did the first letter of my account ban and real name, hope that is ok)...

Orange sun juices out hues in the sky,

Offering me the sight of a daytime,

Outweighed by the moon and its arrival,

Occupying its space again in moments,

Out in the open, yet it feels like mine,

Ornamental to all sorts of skins, sight,

Observant is my eyes when I stare up,

Online is my mind when thoughts cram inside,

Overheating the blues of my sorrows,

Occasionally blanketing me, blind,

Orang...

Deserts are my favorites

Don’t laugh at me!

Dinner is a banana spit, or maybe,

Dark chocolate and creamy shakes

Don’t know what I want for breakfast

Duck eggs are my favorite,quack quack!

Don’t eat meat, limits my intake

Deermeat I did try once

Definitely not again

Decided to become a vegetarian

Deleting much on my menu

Don’t know what to eat for lunch!

Don’t laugh at me

Deviled eggs and a sa...

And I think I love you, indefinitely and unwavering.

Always the victim to obsession, always the victim to your body.

Apparently your ultimatums as well.

Abuse me and my heart, all for you.

All for you.

As my heart drops, and my teardrops patter, tell me you love me again.

Again and again until your voice is gone, until my throat hurts.

Abandon all senses.

Abducting my mind, locking...

Terror is real and infects the mind,

Every day it gets harder to find,

Reality twists, bends and sometimes breaks,

Rational thoughts tremble as they feel they are fake,

Yet between the two is where you can find both are real!

Sometimes they fuse together leaving you unable to feel,

As reality slowly slips away beyond the brain,

Lingering near an illusion it leads you insane,

Many fight with all t...