“It’s the getting up that’s hard”

I have you by my side.

Along for our timeless ride,

“Promises on the back of card”

“It’s our love that hold’s us together”

You are still you and I am still me.

All the horizons our souls will see,

“Dancing and singing regardless of the weather”

…

I love you baby 🖤...

i wanted it all,

i gave away everything for it all,

and it all is gone now....

I packed my heart in a weathered bag,

Traced lines on maps that no one had.

Chased sunrise down a rusted rail,

Sailed oceans stitched with salt and hail.

I climbed the spines of foreign peaks,

Listened for what silence speaks.

Wandered deserts cracked and wide,

Praying meaning lived inside.

Cities flickered like cigarette burns,

Each one a lesson no one learns.

I walked through crowds and empty ...

“**You’re taking a gamble with this, you’re not sacrificing yourself!” **

**You say to me in science,**

**But little do you know how much I care about you,**

**You’re not just a comrade that I see most in school **

**To me your a close friend, **

**Someone I don’t want to lose.**

**You and the others are more like family to me,**

**And thats just the truth,**

**You’re more than just friends to me...

I let you in…

AGAIN.

And you swore…

That this time it’d be

DIFFERENT.

What was I thinking?

I saw the effort.

But it’s no different.

There’s no fight.

And yeah,

I will take some responsibility.

But history,

And even now show me,

You never mean what you say....

I gambeled my life

Fought through the dreams and nightmares

Wanting to be somehting more

I gambled

We went to a cave

The tomb

To resurrect anyone of our choosing

I picked the traitor

The one who caused this war

And died by flames

I wanted him

So he can fix what he begun

All that happened

Is that little Timmy started glowing strong

He was the traitor

The traitors soul in him

And ...

Yes, I realize this isn’t how Risk goes, but the first line was calling my name, so 🙃

Did I fall out of line when I called you?

When I told you I’m fine, you were lied to

How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?

Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up...

The sunset casts ominous shadows among the sunflowers.

A lone mouse looks ahead.

Will the end be in weeks, minutes, or hours?

Across the land and endless sky, an adventure filled with dread.

Get to the field, and you’ll find peace and safety.

Among the flowers and stocks, away from longing eyes.

A way mouse goes on a trail that’s hasty.

One that has taken so many lives.

Trapped by fear and the unk...

Sometimes it’s all about taking that risk

That leap of faith

Into the unknown,

With no idea if you’ll ever make it back

Sometimes you just have to make that jump

To better yourself

All that you are,

To completely revolutionize yourself

Sometimes you just gotta gamble with your life

Because you know what,

What if it’s the greatest decision you ever made?...

“You look wonderful.” Millions of unwanted, imaginary, feelings flood into a single sentence. I feel like an animal unable to control itself, fighting to be a man. Fighting every cell in my body to not put my arm around you or to mouth the words “I like you.” I don’t, I know I don’t, I can’t, it will kill everything we know. If I admit the feelings I seemed to have conjured in my mind what will th...