PainedPianist

I play the piano, write poetry, read, and run track❤️💕. I am also a Christian (Jesus Loves You)

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PainedPianist

I play the piano, write poetry, read, and run track❤️💕. I am also a Christian (Jesus Loves You)

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Followers

Following

Freedom

PainedPianist

1 min read

I feel like a cup that cannot stop pouring

empty, yet still giving

Out of water

so I pour myself instead

my hopes

my dreams

gone in a flood

With nothing left to give

I trade my glass

for broken pieces that aren’t mine

I seal myself with borrowed burdens

the ones that break my will

stitching together a person

I no longer recognize

A chimera

of doubts

pain

and dreams never meant to be found

all gr...

Poetry

The Rope Was Just Replaced

PainedPianist

1 min read

We all look the same in the dark

So why is racism so prevalent on your heart

You act like the color

of my skin is a sin,

and as if my worth is running thin.

My voice, scrutinized for formality

Why do we live this reality

They ask for explanations without words

While all I want is to be heard

Not as my skin,

or where he’s been

But for the person I am within

We all look the same in the dark

So...

Poetry

Drama

Torn Dreams, My Mothers Screams

PainedPianist

1 min read

Today is the day I wish would go away

The one on which

my father corpse will be on display

As the leaves in the graveyard crunch behind my back

Each though of my father, a personal attack

His bloodline dressed in black

The line which without him has begun to crack

The one for which we have dreaded

The way in which my father’s soul has headed

Brought away by the phantom

of death’s cold hands

It...

Horror

Drama

Thoughts Of Blades

PainedPianist

1 min read

TW(Brief Self Harm Topic)

Blood is thicker than water

Is it the pain clouding it

Or is it like the judgement constantly going through my head

Or is it the records of the tears that have run down my face

Because even they couldn’t stand being close to me

Running

the first chance they get

Taking the escape

from the torture

My thoughts being blades

My mind the juggler

Each blade tossed to hig...

Poetry

The Burden Of Memory

PainedPianist

1 min read

I feel like a child

Playing to close to a fire

Or going to pick a rose

Not knowing the pain

that will follow

Experiences branded

in my mind

Unforgettable things

Not all bad

There was always some fun before the pain kicked in

Playing tag around the fire

Rollerblading down a hill

I’m brought back to reality

The pain of getting to close

The pain of falling down

The pain of trying to hold onto s...

Poetry