Jameson runs his hands through his hair, the strands being pulled. _What is up with him?_

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“What? What’s wrong with you?” I ask him. He shakes his head and breathes out. “Could you tell me anything god,” I mutter.

He shakes his head, hurt filtering into his eyes. “You don’t understand,” he tells me. He turns away from me and I scoff.

“I don’t understand? Are you serious? If you could tell m...

“Please, please. I need you.”

“Stop. Right now. You know I have to go. Nothing is holding me here anymore! I have no ties, Adam!”

“YOU HAVE ME!” I scream at her. She covers her ears and shakes her head, tears streaming down her face.

“I don’t love you anymore. You aren’t worth this cycle of nothingness my family has been in my entire damn life! It isn’t fair!” she breathes heavily, her whole b...

God, I loved Amanda. I loved her more than I could ever put into words. She was the light of my life, the vibrance to my days that were bleak and void of color.

Amanda was everything to me. My sun, my moon, and all of my stars. She was perfect for me.

Until she wasn’t.

See, Amanda was like a drug. My drug. She made me feel so loved, so seen. I couldn’t get enough. I kept going back for more and m...