God, I loved Amanda. I loved her more than I could ever put into words. She was the light of my life, the vibrance to my days that were bleak and void of color.

Amanda was everything to me. My sun, my moon, and all of my stars. She was perfect for me.

Until she wasn’t.

See, Amanda was like a drug. My drug. She made me feel so loved, so seen. I couldn’t get enough. I kept going back for more and more. She made me feel like the happiest person on the planet.

Until she didn’t.

All the lies and the secrets, they slowly began to seep into our relationship. The heartstrings that binded us began to snap. Amanda promised me.

Promised, that it wasn’t true. She loved me, and she would never hurt me. She said she was honest, she said she wasn’t a coward, she wouldn’t lie.

Well, she’s not who she says she is.

Amanda took everything we had built together and burned it.

She burned my love with it.

See, I loved Amanda. To the moon and back. Even if she was a worm.

Until she destroyed us, destroyed me.

I’m so sorry, Amanda. Sorry for us.

I still love you…