✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

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Hyacinthus

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1 min read

Zephyrus killed you.

In jealousy, and for what?

What good comes of this?

He knew I loved you.

Now I can’t stop seeing him,

Blowing the discus.

Can’t stop seeing you,

Bright blood blooming from your neck,

Falling down, lifeless.

Can’t help but see you,

The light fading from your eyes,

As blood pooled around.

I see the flower,

The one I made in your name,

Rise up from the ground. ...

Poetry

ABC Would You Hate Me?

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1 min read

All I wanted was to be like you.

Because I loved you.

Call it what you will, but that’s the only way to say it.

Don’t you dare call me a coward.

Everything I did was to help you.

F**k you if you think I ever put myself before you.

Glad to hear that you blame me anyways.

Happy doesn’t begin to describe it, really.

I’m lying again, thank you for noticing.

Just know that I’m done caring.

Kil...

Guilt

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1 min read

_You shouldn’t have done that. _

_Why would you do that? _

The pit in her stomach was endless. It clawed at her insides, eternally dissatisfied. It pulled and knotted and choked her with its disgust, sucking away the transient relief.

_How could you do that?_

Her throat was thick and suffocating, it strangled her and forced tears from her eyes, burning against her cheeks. She couldn’t breathe, c...

Never Ending Year

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1 min read

Vanilla glaze snow,

A new year, new beginning.

Promises don’t last.

Time to find true love,

But for those who don’t want to,

What lie does it hold?

Green buds start to bloom,

Luck will surely be abound.

For some, anyway.

A faint drizzle falls,

Embracing the drenched flowers,

Life concealed in gray.

Sleeping until noon,

The world’s awake, but I’m not.

Maybe tomorrow.

Basking in t...

Poetry

The Walls Of My Heart

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1 min read

I tried to demonstrate restraint, carefully hidden emotions concealed behind a calm demeanor.

You saw right through that.

You made me laugh, laughed at my jokes in return, and made me feel like I was important.

You incapacitated my defenses, kicked down the walls around my heart.

‘Just friends’ is a horrible way to think of it, when really you’re what’s kept me going the whole time.

So t...

Anything For You

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1 min read

I would be anything for you.

I would be the good student, pulling out my hair and sobbing into my pillow just to get that A.

I would be the older sibling, a third parent who teaches them things you never thought of.

I would be the extrovert, forcing myself to talk to strangers you happen to like.

I would be the gracious one, forgiving your mistakes.

Because after all, you’re only human, u...

Not-Stars

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1 min read

Streetlights are like fireflies,

They try to mimic the stars,

In all their beauty and light.

Naturally, they fail,

Unnatural in their essence,

But do they not brighten the night?

Can we blame them?

For striving to perfection,

Impossible standards to achieve?

Do we not attempt the same?

Are we not told, yes, you can,

If you only believe?

These not-stars,

Industrialized and fluoresc...

Poetry

Words Turned Lies

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1 min read

Clouds cover the skies,

Rain pulls at your eyes,

But nothing hurts as much

As the little words turned lies.

Your head is a storm,

Where the water’s not warm,

And the only thing you want

To do is conform.

I don’t understand

Your problems at hand,

Or why you refuse

To even take a stand.

I’m sorry to say

I got in the way,

I forgot not to care

When you led me to disarray.

Shedding croco...

Poetry

Your Shallow Heart

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1 min read

We promised,

As young and foolish children,

To always be there for each other.

We had sworn,

We would forever be friends,

Always have each other’s backs

It appears,

You haven’t upheld your end,

And I question whether to do the same.

You critique,

Every little thing I do,

There’s no room for me to breathe.

You love me,

As a shell of a person,

You lost the right to truly know me.

...

Poetry

Lies I Tell Myself

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1 min read

It’s fine, I tell myself,

as you make dagger like comments that bite my skin.

It’s fine, I persuade myself,

as I prepare to tell you what you least want to hear.

It’s fine, I convince myself,

as you scream in my face and tell me I’m a freak.

I don’t care, I tell myself,

as you pretend I don’t exist, as you grieve for a funeral I never had.

I don’t care, I persuade myself,

as you tell me ...

Poetry