✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

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Raw Scars

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1 min read

I haven’t thought about your name,

In well over a month.

I blur your face in my mind,

Because it makes you less real,

So that you can’t hurt me,

And I can’t disappoint you.

I remember the times we had,

The daggers you twisted in my gut,

You didn’t mean to impale me,

But that doesn’t stop you,

From diving the next knife,

Deeper into my heart.

The rows of souls you’ve broken,

Is smal...

Poetry

Receding Hope

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1 min read

If wishes fell like rain,

Then certainly I am a storm.

I wish I could be good enough,

I wish I could write good enough,

I wish I could play good enough,

I wish I could act good enough.

Why can’t I be good enough?

If you asked me what I wanted,

You know I couldn’t tell you.

But inside I’m swirling,

With nothing stable to cling to.

I want to feel comfortable,

At ease with myself as a...

Poetry

Truth Or Dare

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3 min read

“Truth or dare?”

“Truth, of course.” Jaelyn responded immediately. Dares could definitely veer into humiliating and gross situations she didn’t want to experience firsthand, ever. She would hate to embarrass herself any more than she already had by simply existing. Jaelyn was already beginning to regret coming to this party; there were so many people she barely knew by name, but she was forcing ...

YA fiction

Fake Happiness

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1 min read

“I think I just met the happiest person in the world!” They said as they walked away from her.

She tried not to laugh as though she was crying for help. She never would’ve thought her smiling mask could be so deceitful, that it could dissuade people from her true self so completely. It was a lifelong masquerade ball, constantly dancing around conflict, hiding her face from prying eyes. Her gown o...

Flowers

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1 min read

Wherever there’s light,

The flowers always find it,

In the darkest place.

Uproot them like weeds,

Shovel dirt on them in vain,

They will still find hope.

Drown them in blackness,

Attempt to cover their shine,

They strive for the sun.

You will always fail.

Because wherever there’s light,

Flowers will find it....

Poetry

You Never Asked, But…

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1 min read

…I’m not who you think I am.

Not anymore.

I tried to be,

But now I can’t bring myself to care.

…I’m done changing myself for you.

If that offends you,

Then leave.

We’d both be better off.

…I have people who care about me.

And I love them.

I don’t need you,

To give me your ‘friendship’ anymore.

…I’m done with you.

And I’m happier for it.

(Sorry if this is kinda short/blunt/not th...

Poetry

Chains

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1 min read

It didn’t matter what I wanted.

Because through it all,

I could rely on you,

To drag me down.

You were somehow,

Both the chains that bound me,

And the eagles,

That tore at my flesh.

I played with fire,

When I befriended you,

I nearly got away with it.

Now you have to make me burn.

You tied me up,

But you didn’t leave me to rot,

No, you coerced me,

Into eternal decay beside you. ...

Poetry

Euphemisms Of Trust

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1 min read

My younger self has died.

She lays rotting in the ground.

Or maybe just her innocence and faith,

That she once held so dearly,

Are the ones pushing daisies.

They’ve gone to a better place,

But she wants them back.

She needs them back.

Her trust has fallen,

After slowly being stripped away.

Her belief,

That her parents, friends, family,

Would always love and accept her.

Haunts her wi...

Poetry

Too Much Peace?

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1 min read

Is it possible,

To have too much peace?

Too much joy,

Too much satisfaction?

If you constantly bathe,

In waves of contentment,

How long is it until you drown?

How many delicacies,

Can you shove down your throat,

Until you choke on your spoils?

How many cool breezes,

Can float through your hair,

Until you’re numb with cold?

Is it plausible,

That something so sweet and pure,

Can turn...

Poetry

Moonlight

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1 min read

The charcoal grass was bathed in a milky glow, allowing a welcoming silence to wrap me in its arms. They swayed gently, listening to my vents, despite being drenched in their own drops of doubt. Light fog smudged the acrylic backdrop, cloaking my shivers with its misty sheet. Fireflies drifted in and out of existence, blessing the atmosphere with minuscule bursts of light.

But the moon wa...