✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

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Without You

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1 min read

_They’re all having fun without you. _

_They’re glad you’re not there. _

_They don’t even notice your presence, _

_When you can be bothered to attend. _

_They’re probably talking about you behind your back. _

_They don’t really like you. _

_You’re just the weirdo in the back of the herd, _

_Who never is able to show up. _

_They’re faking being amiable. _

_And you have no clue, _

_Because you...

YA fiction

Playing With Fire

✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

1 min read

You’re here again.

You tempt me,

With perilous ideas,

Dangerous sparks of hope.

That maybe, somehow,

You can be salvaged.

That I can fix your cruelty,

Because it doesn’t show…

_That_ often.

Always the optimist,

Trying to find kindness,

In the pits of a hell,

So filthy, no one dares,

To even draw near.

But that can’t be you.

I’ve known you forever.

This can’t be who you’ve become....

Poetry

First Bloom

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1 min read

You’re so beautiful,

The first bloom to face the sun,

The first joy in life.

May you live to see,

Prosperity in others,

And watch as they shine.

For I’d hate to think,

The earliest to glimpse light,

Should shrivel soonest....

Poetry

Redeemable

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1 min read

Tell me,

When do I become irredeemable?

If others always drew the line,

How do I know if I crossed it?

If you always claim to love me,

When will you lie?

When will the burden,

Of all my stupid flaws,

Cause me to snap,

Under the pressure?

One day I’ll run out,

Of time and excuses,

So what will I do then?

How will I become perfect enough,

To not feel shame?

You know better than I, ...

Poetry

Smile Now And Forever!

✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

1 min read

Smile today!

There is so much to live for!

Look at me, for instance.

Do you have any idea,

How much easier it is to smile?

To grin, instead of giving in,

To fears and confrontations?

This advice has changed my life!

I used to show it all,

My nasty emotions, that honestly,

No one wants to see!

But this is so much easier!

Just…so much easier.

Really, it’s simply…spectacular.

I’m c...

Poetry

Peace In The Chaos

✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

1 min read

Raging wars,

Pound relentlessly in my mind,

Trying to make me bleed.

They strike me,

Over and over again,

Where they know it hurts.

The life,

Is dripping out of me,

As the light in my eyes fades.

I’m bruised,

Beaten and bloodied,

From the thoughts that haunt me.

I can’t take it.

I _can’t. _

I just can’t do this anymore.

I wish I could.

You know that I’m sorry,

That I wish it d...

Poetry

STS

✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

1 min read

Will you forget me?

Will you move on in two days?

Will you bore of me?

I couldn’t stand to lose you.

Please don’t abandon me now.

Darling, I love you.

There will never be a time,

That will change. I’m scared,

Even after all this time,

I somehow failed to show you.

(Sorry yall save the streak I was busy pretty much all day today…)...

Poetry

Love

✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

1 min read

When you walked in on my crying,

An ugly red-blotched face,

My eyes blue and broken.

I wanted to die.

Without a word, you ran to me,

Held me, pulling me into your chest.

You let me collapse.

I was crying, and you let me,

And you didn’t mind,

How my tears stained your shirt,

And _you let me_ _break_.

That never happens.

God, I was still sobbing,

Shaking as I tried to hold on to yo...

Poetry

YA fiction

Was It Worth It?

✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

1 min read

When you hit him,

Because your day has been so hard,

Just one thing after another,

And the mere sight of him,

Was simply too much,

Was it worth it?

When you refuse,

To meet their gaze anymore,

Because surely you’ve failed,

When you give up trying,

For your child,

Was it worth it?

When you raise your voice,

And yell that she is worthless,

That life is better without her,

You didn’t...

Poetry

Vandal

✨🍄Amaryllis🌙✨

1 min read

Why would anyone outlaw this?

It is raging fires that still burn, still conquer, no matter how you try to put them out. It’s riots and pride and standing strong in a fight to exist. It’s the bleeding hearts of those we’ve lost, and the battle scars from the ones who remain. It’s the blazing sun that you can’t control, that you can’t blind. It’s not being afraid to scream that the world is fucki...