By being my crush you’ll crush my heart.

Break me like a beach breaks a wave, by waving at me.

Tear me like the tears welling up in my eyes.

Lead my on like a dog on a lead.

Then turn your back back to her.

Oh, why don’t you love me....

Humans are funny.

When they’re born, they scream, wishing to return to darkness and warmth.

When they grow, they scream, in agony, in sadness, in fear and in joy.

They stop screaming when you lower them back into the darkness and the warmth, when you let them melt into the ground.

Us Phoenixes don’t do that.

There’s less screaming, though more agony.

We have higher pain tolerances.

Or are w...

Panic attacks rush in so quickly, yet

Help never cares to join.

Over my dead body, strictly,

Blood and Bile, Bones and thorns

Intercept me at the gates, don’t tear me apart once more

Almost every night I cry, to never see you’re face again

Note: I’m back!

How have you all been?

Anything going on with you guys?

Love ya’s!!...

Unfortunately for me, my heart can’t tell the difference between being held at gunpoint and seeing you in the hallway.

Unfortunately for me, I feel like I’m being boiled alive every time you smile, melting away like an icecream on tarmac.

Unfortunately for me, you could kill me and I’d still find it cute.

But, (un)fortunately for me, you have no idea

Note: It’s taking everything in me to stop ...