Every day feels the same

Same food

Same music

Same people

Same routines

As my life has been nick picked

To the centric detail

I have confined myself

To stick with familiarity

Now no harm in living life in familiarity

but this familiarity can be lonely

No knew people to bond

No new horizons to make me tingle in excitement

Perhaps I crave for the new

The untouched and the unreachable

Bu...

“I think I just met the happiest person in the world!”

“Oh really?!”

“Yes!”

“What makes you think of that?”

**_“Well you see, when you see her, all you see is the sun kiss of the sun striking her way, she has a way of smiling that gets you off guard and involuntarily also steals a smile out of your lips”

*his best friend eyes him*

“Looks like this girl has taken a wonder to your eyes”...

It’s been 48 hours

I can officially say

They’ve lost my keys

Deep down I’m a tad angry,

Angry because I attached a soul to it

With me it lived

I made it live within me at least

Sadden,

Sadden to see the one thing

Related to me also leave me

can you believe me

Even materialized things leave or hide from me

Disappointed,

**To see ...

Pink enlaced with black

to rather more enhance the colors of a sunrise 🌄

To tranquilize me in the admists of chaos

To center me when a fall is to break...

“The mirror doesn’t lie”

“It reflects a solid truth”

once roses would bloom for me

Now they spare thorns in spite

Such a young naive girl

You’ve let the world shape you

Something you’ve not foreseen to come

Yet, you hold the scissors in your left hand

attempting to cut your long beautiful silky hair

maybe if I was just a bit

.. more beautiful

if I’d not heeded their wretched foaming words

T...

‘It’s impossiblely ugly this sweater, but I wear each week, no matter the weather’

You’d not understand

such a foolish girl

But I can tell some nicks

This sweater

covers the nook base of my demons

Hidden within me

If you’d ask me, “take it off, there is a time and place to throw it on”

I’d say no.

It’s the one time I could find solace

For you’d not seen my ugly truths,

Battle scars

A w...

* phone rings*

Hello..? Who is this?

Hey it’s me Jake

Is this still your number Molly? Is this even Molly whom I’m speaking to?

Molly breaks a smile

Why of course it is me! If not go ask your brother, he’d ought to clear it.

Molly’s pov:

I can’t believe it!

He ringed me up after years of no contact!

Wasn’t I just as burdensome as then as I am now?!

Why does he ask for me?! I gave him ...

summer before you was thunderstorm lightnings on a wounded heart

So when you came to me or more like I held onto you at first glance I knew you’d be something special to live for.

I started appreciating more the horizons, the sunsets, our every moment spent out of a busy day. You taught me how to live for the small moments and that a wounded heart actually learns to heal over time.

But I know...

My child

Why do you love Lily pads

So much

…

Lilly pads

That’s all I’d ever known

There is to be

A fond

Of Beauty in its stillness

A gentles form

Of embrace

A touch so pure

It heals

..

It resembles me

In a way...