Dear 𝒻,

You have betrayed me.

The lied through your teeth. Promised gold and made me a fool. Promised peace and gave me a war.

You said I had time. You said I had more.

You lied.

You spun yourself in silver. Doused yourself in glitter so I’d mistake it for silk and not spiderwebs.

Webs you would trap me in. Then draw back your fangs, and land the kill.

Deception. Cruelty. Beauty. Pain.

I...

A bad week?

ℳ𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝓎𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔.

A bad week?

ℐ 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝑜𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑒𝓃𝑔𝓁𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒹𝒶𝓎𝓈. ℐ𝓉𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓇𝒶𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹.

A bad week?

ℐ 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝒿𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝒹𝓊𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 100 𝓆𝓊�...

A nudge in the hip drives me from sleep and brings me to open my groggy eyes. Silvia, who sits on the sofa beside me, points her finger to the TV.

Oops. I fell asleep during the movie. Again. What was the last thing I saw… the intro?

I lift my eyes to the lit up screen, which now shows two people on a roof top…Stabbing? Are they-

Nope. Now they are kissing.

The knives are gone. The lips are 𝑜...

Dancing through silent halls

Singing in the dark

Laying in the sunshine

Laughter with a spark

Flying through the summer

Swimming in the sun

Humming through the cool waves

Of a life begun

Hands that are still warm

Eyes that still beam

A heart that still beats with joy

A youthful symphony

I stare in the mirror

At a girl that is not me

And I see the reflection

Of who I used to be...

I want to read between every broken stanza

Run my fingers down parchment and smooth the crumpled edges

Wipe the ink smudges off my perfect poetry

And whisper shakespeare in your ear

I want to drink in every word of literature

Memorize every line and rhyme

Tell you how beautiful every syllable is

Tell you how much your authors should have loved you

I want to wash away the letters spelled across ...

Beautiful, azure eyes that haunt me....

Day by day I stay the same

Identical to the day before

I wish and wish for change to come

But it leaves me evermore

And every day I sit and watch

As all your lives go by

Growing old and growing up

As I sit and wait to die

You’ve had a thousand human connections

And me? I’ve had not one

But when the sun and moon has passed

I lay and watch the gun

The bullets sitting at my side

The timer on my h...

And I have shoved down all my feelings

So you would never know

And I have buried every thought

Beneath the crimson snow

All the things that hurt me

I hid them deep inside

Threw them in a tall steel box

With a glass key at its side

And all the darkness I was gifted

At an age redeemed unfit

I painted it underneath my eyes

And on flicks across my wrists

And all the truths you told me

The ones har...

JESUS is my savior and king! ♥️✝️

“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, so that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life,”.

- John 3:16

I know this is random but had to finish up my writing streak for todayyyy :)...

Honey hair and the bluest eyes

Eyes that could make me fall in love

Or just fall

Sweet smiles present themself on your lips every so often

Long enough for me to stare in awe

Then look away

I find myself drowning in your prescense

Blissfully suffocating on desire

Burning alive in the flames that my heart cant unignite nor forget

Im falling far too fast now

Faster than I can stop myself

Faster th...