Beautiful, azure eyes that haunt me....

Day by day I stay the same

Identical to the day before

I wish and wish for change to come

But it leaves me evermore

And every day I sit and watch

As all your lives go by

Growing old and growing up

As I sit and wait to die

You’ve had a thousand human connections

—and me?

I’ve had none

But when the sun and moon has passed

I lay and watch the gun

The bullets sitting at my side

The timer on my hi...

And I have shoved down all my feelings

So you would never know

And I have buried every thought

Beneath the crimson snow

All the things that hurt me

I hid them deep inside

Threw them in a tall glass box

With a steel key at its side

And all the darkness I was gifted

At an age redeemed unfit

I painted it underneath my eyes

And on flicks across my wrists

And all the truths you told me

The ones har...

JESUS is my savior and king! ♥️✝️

“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, so that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life,”.

- John 3:16

I know this is random but had to finish up my writing streak for todayyyy :)...

Honey hair and the bluest eyes

Eyes that could make me fall in love

Or just fall

Sweet smiles present themself on your lips every so often

Long enough for me to stare in awe

Then look away

I find myself drowning in your prescense

Blissfully suffocating on desire

Burning alive in the flames that my heart cant unignite nor forget

Im falling far too fast now

Faster than I can stop myself

Faster th...

Imprisoned by velvet paper

Cursed by words never spoke

You pull me in and drown me

With ink covered parchment

Sweet words that I have yet to hear

Caring eyes I have yet to see

But when I’m dreaming

I feel your prescence with me

Born to extinction

You’ve never walked the earth I have

In a different life

You would be mine

You’re the fantasy I can’t escape from

My lover forced to be a dream

Merely...

“Thank you. 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨,” His words are bitter, so sharp I think they could cut me.

But instead of acting hurt I smile, suprised to find myself doing it sentimentally.

“Thank you. 𝘍𝘰𝘳 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.” I respond.

That is why we are polar opposites.

He thanks me for all I couldn’t give. And I thank him for all he could.

He looks at the scars I gave him, and I look to the stit...

TW: Sarcasm 😁😱

Tell me who I am

Shout it in my ears

Breathe it through my lungs

Who am I to know?

Hang me a mirror

High upon my wall

So I can look upon myself

And you can tell me I need glasses

Write me down on paper

Paint me in a way I have never seen

Lecture me on my personality

Everyone knows me better than me...

（𝒯ℴ 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽ℯ 𝓅ℯℴ𝓅𝓁ℯ 𝓌𝒽ℴ 𝒶𝓇ℯ 𝓌𝓇ℴ𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒹ℯ𝒻𝒾𝓃ℯ𝒹．）

I’m a blue rank.

I’ve been a blue rank my whole life.

The color ranks began in 2,225, when a man named Neo Arling made the zone.

The zone was a bordered area of land down by the East coast of America, a territory where the Regulators marched their prisoners down the beaches, and drowned them at the tip of what used to...