As the petals fall from the bloom

I knew it wasn’t meant to last

As the colors fade from beauty

I gave my faith and took a lash

The warmth of a cover turned cold

The hope in my blood grows old

I thought you were going to be different

But it turns out you were also distant

Were the hugs meant to keep me close?

Were the kisses meant to keep me sold?

On the idea that you were here for me

But all yo...

Take me away

To a place not so mine

Where I can be with the stars

Hidden within my mind

I just want to run away

I want to leave the realm I roam

To a place where love isn’t a myth

To a place filled of smiles and hope

Hidded deep within the closet

Behind all the rapid waves and winds

Let me be me with a different flavor

A different world with different trends

As I close my eyes

I wish to escape ...

Why am I the way I am?

Why do I hold you so close

But hang you so far away

Keep you an inch off the post

I want to be more than friends

But I don’t want to have you yet

I want you to find someone to love

But I smile when love isn’t met

I’m not who you deserve right now

I guess I wanted some more time

But I know you yearn for a hand

But I pray it out of your life

I don’t know why I’m this way

I...

If desire is a flame,

then I am a wildfire

I want it all in my hands

I want a view from the spire

Cover my body in fire

I got one life to obtain

No crumbs on the floor

Cover my body in pain

Beads of the mead

Rush down to extinguish

Take the path my father made

Keep my reports distinguish

An arrow to the eye

A bullet to the thigh

No time left today

I wash myself away

Take a look behind myself

...

Beams of light guide our eyes

So much potential in the light

Rays spent to make flowers grow

Flowers that leave their day sold

Man was given a path of gold

We bit the fruit that brought the fire

Sold by temptation and evil desire

God gave the bridge and we cut the wire

Blind our mind with small pills

Dark the skies with metal shells

Cast them out for their look

Keep our sins in the nook

We wast...

Scraps of the past begin to fade

Am I or the world the one to change?

The old days I was excited for

Don’t seem to be the same anymore

Warm projections of the sun

Coat my skin with your love

But those sunny days grown cold

Is that the cost of growing old?

Snowy mounds become a raceway

Screaming a laughter echoed all day

Now the mounds don’t seem to show

All thats left is a forest dead and cold

...

If a ball of fire enters the atmosphere

And your world is consumed by fear

I’ll be there

If your soul falls heavy and withers

And the taste of air becomes bitter

I’ll be there

If the fire in your heart grows cold

And the mind of your soul is old

I’ll be there

No matter the place

I’ll make a way

When you need me

I’m only a call away...

“If only this world had shown me a little more mercy”

I would know what it means to be loved

I wouldn’t lock the door to my heart

I wouldn’t look into a mirror of shards

I would have the other piece to my parts

I would know what it means to trust

Instead I keep a knife up my sleeve

Just incase any careless soul means

to try and get the upper hand on me

I wouldn’t have all this anger

Why was I c...

Creation made from the dirt

Embodies who I want to be

I can forget all the imperfections

I can leave out all infections

Flawless skin or a chiseled jaw

Forget the things that make me

Add the strength I could never wield

So I can see who I’m meant to be

A perfect man whose missing a piece

He has no worries, no struggle, no stress

He has no story or goals of who to be

He has it all, why is that no...

“I don’t want to stick out like a weed in a field of wildflowers”

Like a hole in the glass

I feel like I’m a burden to you all

Like a broken column

I’m the one who made you fall

I don’t want to be a weight

You have enough on their shoulders

I don’t deserve your faith

Because I know I’m too far over

I’m nothing but shards and pieces

I don’t want to tear through your skin

You’re like a sculpture ...