Syringe… Heartbeat… Lost… that’s all I can think about today. Because if I think about anything else I start to… NO.
No. No. No. No.
I don’t want to think about it. Any of it. Why is fate so cruel?
I shouldn’t have had to.
No parent should have to.
No parent should have to operate on…
No parent should be asked…
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I remember the first time I held my daughter. I was unspeakably nervo...