Dear Diary,

It was so embarrassing, I lost my grip on my mug during my work break and it spilt all over Angie. She had such a pretty, white blouse on (reminder: trip to shop tomorrow needed). I swear I’ve never been so clumsy before, it must be that time of the month.

Note to self: getting off birth control has shitty side affects.

Dear Diary,

The amount of bruises on my legs is actually ...

Too much peace in mind

I’ve never felt so little

no waves now, just ripples....

Too much peace

Waters too still

Trembles cease

The air tranquil

Hairs on end

Within the storm

Rosey blend

Half full forms

Too much ease

No more waves

Cooling breeze

Water behaves

Waiting increase

It’ll come soon

Too much peace

Before the doom...

I search for you in scriptures, hope alight,

eyes roving over my well worn scribbles.

My simmering love for you held on tight

yet, the logic remaining is little.

I mourn a loss so short in its lifespan,

a poem half written- a song unsung.

I had mapped a journey, a wondrous plan,

and to this day those hopes still remain young.

Time slips from fingers famished and hungry,

I, so desperate f...

“You’re a better door than a window” they said aloud, almost absentmindedly as I stood before them.

My eyebrow quirked up in confusion and in response a tired sigh escaped their lips, “I hoped you would get it, but guess you’re also as thick as one as well”

“I’m sorry, things tend to go right through me- over my head” I awkwardly clarified. I could already feel the sweat trickle down my nape, an...

seduced to taste fruit,

ravenous hunger sated.

roughly- His love cracked...

i am those you love,

i am those you lost,

those you won’t give up,

no matter the cost.

i am those who hurt,

those who hurt you.

not to cause pain,

so you feel as we do.

those who flicker lights,

who closed the doors,

those you will grieve,

those you had adored.

those who you miss,

ones you pray for.

i am those you hold,

i, who left you torn.

we, who left you crying,

those who dug that hole.

th...

feet in the earth

digging into mud

i need to learn

is this your love

clawing at dirt

down to six feet

heart stings to hurt

a hurt too deep

to see you again

a marvelous thing

this cannot end

this sweet yearning

nails bitten down

my fingers be empty

in this ghost town

clung to my body

a phantom misplaced

a haunting beauty

let me have a taste

i adore you truly

i will join you in p...

I’ll forever keep us in this moment

burned into my mind with the sweetest pain.

How could i forget you? It’d be torment

to hardly recall how we felt that day.

Drowned in your blue eyes, in those deep waters

I hold your memory that I savour.

Please, let me sink deeper in these tortures

without you i have lost my sole saviour.

Blinding lights yet I can only see you.

As the sun rose I panicked ...

I had two choices, offering possibilities littered with infinite concoctions of mistakes and successes. Could I live again with the karma I had collected in this lifetime, or forever be damned in those torturous seven levels.

I was but one man, my mind cursed with a limited understanding of what eternity was. Was there such a thing as never-ending pain? Would I eventually grow used to the weight...