(P03M)

Hyper-individualism

A new sense of loneliness this generation faces.

Self seeking

“nonchalant”

“npc’s”

People online had started this culture

In reality, degrading someone

Calling someone an npc

like they aren’t human.

Being the “main character” but “doing it for the plot”

As if the plot isn’t people seeking as it is.

Maybe not. But most seek stories to tell other people. N...

Rocks

Shine in the salty sea

So uniquely pretty

Clicking and clacking apon eachother.

Soil

Moist and warm

Soft and squishy

So lovely to lay in deep dark soil.

Sea

Salty winds crashing and thrashing

The taste and smell

The showers after a nice salty beach day of exhaustion and exploring.

Trees

The cluttery sparkles of the leaves touching another in the wind

As they dance

Snails. ...

I feel the friction

My heart has prickles all over it

The friction ,the texture.

My heart isn’t slippery

Or smooth in any way.

A beat per second

. Feels like eternity

Malfunctioning.

Blood circuits , cutting off.

Veins sting and die off

Shrivel up

Where does that 2,000 gallons of blood go?

My body barely moves or even keeps me warm.

My pericardium =thinly layered fluid sac that lets ...

Sitting alone in my heart.

Cold, spacious, and empty

The walls crumbly

like old dough sitting out

Dark rooms alone

under cold glass sheets

Help will come

One day

I choose me.

The thought running across my mind.

I choose me.

I will help myself.

I deserve myself.

Pretty little birds flutter across my eyes.

As I break the cold class sheets.

I sofened up to my touch.

To my warm emb...

I’m so happy I’m getting to experience you

I soak up every bit like water

My heart explodes for you

My heart stays steady for you

My heart stops for you

I’ll give you time and space

And hopefully our minds won’t be erased

I hope we grow together like fine wine

I’m always here

I’ll let everything flow

Everything be soft and supple

Whatever happens, happens.

Always always always…. I...

Survive

I create instead of destroying

But I’m getting destroyed instead

Struggling

Why I have nothing to struggle about

I just want to give my love

But No one is taking

Just disowning me; leaving me for no one

Why can’t I just disappear

Everyone discusses about me in negative light

Even tho all I am is love

Just leave please

I don’t get it leave me alone

I’m just trying to survive...

Death

Alive

Which one is more important?

Which has more impact

Wavering in and out

You stare into space contemplating

Contemplating if you’re alive or just barely breathing

You’re skin is melting to the touch but no reaction comes up

Will you ever be the same?...

No matter how much I’m scared to get hurt

I will for you

I’ll do anything for you

You won’t ever hurt me

You’re soul is so beautiful to smile at

Im a unique person

But I found you…. an even more unique soul

I can get lost in you for hours

I want to become the best person for you anything I can

The one that catches your eye

The one you can find in a crowd

You are the only one who makes me ...

Why

Why do I feel so unloved?

You give me the world

You love me

So purely

Am I really the problem?

What’s wrong

I feel like drowning

And becoming one with the wind

Just become the whispers in the wind…....

If only I had more time.

If only our souls can tear eachother apart

Just rebuild them together...