It boils down your throat

Strangles you

You’re coughing up puss

You feel helpless

You cry

It’s eating you alive

Like worms seeping through your skin.

You still have the rest of your day to get through

Nothing will end

It moved slowly

Burning up and up.

You have let it out

You’re heads going to explode

You drop everything

You have a migraine

Your eyes are blurry

Let me out...

Where you slept

Something’s sweet is in the air

I’ve been crying like a tall child

I’m so happy for yall

I’m just alone now.

It’s doesn’t feel as worse this time

I’m with my little mini me

So please go ahead and leave me

Live your life

A shall go soon

I can’t breathe

“ One word from you and I will jump off of this ledge I’m on baby”...

Your favorite comfort show

Becomes mine

Your favorite music

Become my favorite music

Your favorite people

Become my favorite people

Your laugh

Becomes my laugh

I know you like the back of my hand

Your habits

Your breathing

Your soul

But

I wanted your mind

I wanted you here

I wanted your voice

I wanted to hear

I become you, covered in your skin

Cold to the touch

Becuase ...

On my own searching

Clumps of hair falls out every time I run my fragile hands through

Sinking into your soul

Visions going blurry

I want to restart

Static pulsing through my veins

My ears are shot, they just ring

You’re paranoid

I want to restart

Going back through temptation

Your head drops and swings.

You wanted things to change.

You’re paranoid.

Staring down

Going numb

Yo...

Desire can come from everywhere

What if no desire is wrong?

Can a desire be justified?

You desire me, not getting into heaven.

I desire you burning.

She desires to bleach you

He desires for her to be skinner

A wife desires to not be trapped in a unhappy marriage, disconnected with life, her soul slowly dying

A husband desires to be brain dead, anything better than his unpleasant looki...

To, a young poet.

I dig a cave within me

Poking at my blood and vessels

My pressure points and joints

I tear beyond recovery thinking it’s best for me

To only look in the mirror at destruction

I write from within me.

From the deepest part of me.

To give you a chance and ask.

Do you have any critique?

Is this good enough?

Critique me

Critique me

Critique me

Rip me open

Eat everythi...

(P03M)

Hyper-individualism

A new sense of loneliness this generation faces.

Self seeking

“nonchalant”

“npc’s”

People online had started this culture

In reality, degrading someone

Calling someone an npc

like they aren’t human.

Being the “main character” but “doing it for the plot”

As if the plot isn’t people seeking as it is.

Maybe not. But most seek stories to tell other people. N...

Rocks

Shine in the salty sea

So uniquely pretty

Clicking and clacking apon eachother.

Soil

Moist and warm

Soft and squishy

So lovely to lay in deep dark soil.

Sea

Salty winds crashing and thrashing

The taste and smell

The showers after a nice salty beach day of exhaustion and exploring.

Trees

The cluttery sparkles of the leaves touching another in the wind

As they dance

Snails. ...

I feel the friction

My heart has prickles all over it

The friction ,the texture.

My heart isn’t slippery

Or smooth in any way.

A beat per second

. Feels like eternity

Malfunctioning.

Blood circuits , cutting off.

Veins sting and die off

Shrivel up

Where does that 2,000 gallons of blood go?

My body barely moves or even keeps me warm.

My pericardium =thinly layered fluid sac that lets ...

Sitting alone in my heart.

Cold, spacious, and empty

The walls crumbly

like old dough sitting out

Dark rooms alone

under cold glass sheets

Help will come

One day

I choose me.

The thought running across my mind.

I choose me.

I will help myself.

I deserve myself.

Pretty little birds flutter across my eyes.

As I break the cold class sheets.

I sofened up to my touch.

To my warm emb...