(Fuck… please I’m sorry. Hope you have a wonderful day!)

***TW: blades and sh* **

Then suddenly… 10 days was over, and I was holding a sharpener’s blade. My legs and wrist and thighs stung.

“Fuck!”

I’m acting I’m fucking clean!

Cuz

Damn it’s addictive like nicotine!

I’ve been doing this since before I was even a teen…

Blood stains on my perfect jeans.

This a crime scene!

It’s always the same routine:

Bleed, clean, clean, clean, bleed!

IT ALWAYS REPEATS AND REPEATS AND REPEATS!!

Fuck me…

I’m so fucking sorry!