If only you paid

Any attention to me

You’d see

That I’m lonely

That I feel trapped

That I’m tired

I barely have any human contact

Other than two hours of texting

And karate at six, but when I can talk, no one is there

Stuck inside all the time

Only time I leave is karate

And I still can’t go much of anywhere

I’m tired of being pulled in to hangouts

Tired of your judgment

Tired of wanting to show you things

because I know you’ll hate each thing like always