hanging out with

adult lesbians,

married and

proud, starts to

make me careless.

because 3 miles

of a river

can really bring

to girls together,

with moana

songs and

dolphin jokes

and falling off a

paddle board

can make her

eyes look like

sparkling gems

in the sun,

even as

we both burn.

and i know

a lesbian

sees me

hiding in this closet

the mask is slipping,

a gay sticker and

a gay fan and

the evidence is

adding up,

my mask is

slipping.

or maybe

it already

fell