Raging wars,

Pound relentlessly in my mind,

Trying to make me bleed.

They strike me,

Over and over again,

Where they know it hurts.

The life,

Is dripping out of me,

As the light in my eyes fades.

I’m bruised,

Beaten and bloodied,

From the thoughts that haunt me.

I can’t take it.

I _can’t. _

I just can’t do this anymore.

I wish I could.

You know that I’m sorry,

That I wish it didn’t come to this.

But I won’t beg,

For your forgiveness.

Because I know you love me.

And if you don’t,

I’m the last one,

Who needs to know.

I am numb and blue.

I know it’s over.

My mind is screeching,

Yelling at me,

But I’m almost glad,

When, amidst the chaos,

I fade away peacefully,

In your arms.