STORY STARTER

Put your music player on shuffle and skip seven songs. The song it lands on is the title of your story or poem.

I Was Only Temporary

I was only

Temporary

I will always be

Temporary

I will come and go and

Temporarily

I will feel that I belong.


For so long

I have wanted to run away

Probably won’t ever see the day

But I have a guitar

And a book

And a backpack

And $35 in cash.


The actual _want_ of it is

Temporary in my mind

I love my family

And I love my band

And I love my library.


I spent a whole evening looking up bindings tips

That feeling (dysphoria?)

Is always temporary

Yesterday it felt worse

Maybe the first time I’ve truly not felt

That I belonged in my own body.


I tried a few and at first

I felt comfortable

But that comfort

Is only

Temporary.


Afterwards my back

Hurt.


I don’t know who I am

Anymore

I exist in a state of

Temporary

Nothing stays the same

I long to leave

I need to stay

I feel like

No one knows me

I feel

So goddamned lonely.


That loneliness

Is

**_Not

_**Temporary.


My existence

Can

Be.


I need

An

Escape.


I am only temporary.

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