You've come back but I no longer need you.

I learned to love you.

To love you through the easiest honeymoon phases but also through the hardest chapters.

I learned to be there when you needed me, to cook your favorite meals, to memorize your work schedule. I've learned to become the perfect woman by your side.

I thought I was doing exactly what you wanted.

I thought I was exactly what you wanted....

Death isn't the peace I thought it would be. There's no angels, No choir singing, No face god after wondering what he looks like for years. There isn't a golden staircase you wander up or the flaming pits of hell. it's just silence. Everything you see in the movies is false.

When my life was taken from me, I didn't understand it. I was screaming in agony and then the next minute it was like all ...