Ever since I was young
15 or 16
To be exact
I wanted things
Many things
That weren’t to be mine
I wanted the fortune
Of the businessman
14 houses down the block
I wanted the fame
All eyes on me
The world waiting for my next move
But above all
The love
Of the girl next door
Her hair was blonde
Not white blonde
But dirty
And her eyes
Were the shade of my fathers coffee
That he brewed first ...