walks through the park

you hold my hand

and i kiss you in my thoughts

our love is from the movies

it’s exciting and enhancing

your smile makes me laugh

even when i feel like crying

i like the way you cheer me up

i trust you with my life

i like the way you call me hot

hype me up

and make me miss you lots

but all of this was just a lie

i created in my mind

you never really loved me

even wh...

mothers put stirofoam on the corners of tables

to protect their children

they hide away knives so the kids can’t use them

i was told not to play with matches

because the beautiful light was dangerous

i was protected right from the start.

but what if i don’t want to fear everything i touch?

life is now hard

it kicks me over and over

it wants me to be hurt

so now i like to play with matches be...

i was so innocent

so young and so pure

the world was intimidating

but a wide open door

i spoke with honesty

not scared of what others would say

i smiled with my whole body

not just my face

i danced with no care

flung my arms in the air

and sang with my heart

not my head

if you hadn’t grabbed

the knife

stabbed my chest and my mind

i’d still be so fragile and so afraid

roses have thorn...

i’ll never forget the night that we met

it stays in my head

unable to be left

you were erratic and so was our love

we ignited like a flame, meant to always be lit

but you chose to ignore its fate

and blow it out

say your goodbyes, and leave me to pout

and i’ll always be ashamed of loving you in the first place

even though you’ll never leave my brain

you’ll always always stay, it was our fate any...

the sky is dark

but the noise is bright

and the lights are loud

my heels click the ground

but it’s quiet compared to the sound of them in my hometown

everyone’s laughing

and chitterchating

their face lit with a special glow

i hide behind my hood and observe this place

each light

each noise

each face

it’s so warm and it’s full of so much noise

but i’ve never been so alone and so cold eve...