Just as it came
I can no longer remember when it left.
I can no longer feel its weight.
Oh
How dark it was,
How terriblly I ached, that the promise of death had felt like peace.
I can only remember
How much I begged and prayed
For it go away.
How desperate I was
For this monster to go away.
I had knelt on my bedroom floor, sobbing quietly.
Sobbing quietly, because they wouldn’t understand
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