writterwannabe

Hi! I mainly write poems but love writing and this is kinda just my place to rant soooo yeah ❤️🌙☀️

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writterwannabe

Hi! I mainly write poems but love writing and this is kinda just my place to rant soooo yeah ❤️🌙☀️

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The Creak In My Door

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They don’t believe me

I swear it’s true though

There’s a monster behind my door

I can hear its nails clawing at the wood

I see the splinters

The monster speaks to me

His words reach no one else

Except my own ears

Even when I am far from its home of oak

I can always feel his waiting breath against my ear

The promise of a whisper to come

Each night I hear the door open, I hear its creak

Quiet but...

Poetry

A Million Broken Pieces

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My chest feels lighter

It really does

I don’t cry when I think about you

I don’t look through the windshields

Of the blue SUVs to see if it’s yours

I’m getting over you

Truly I am

Last night I blushed for the first time in months

He asked me out and I kicked my feet

In the last months even you couldn’t do that

I like him I really do

But I get attached to quickly

To much

I need to slow myself down ...

Poetry

Romance

Dust On A Beach

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When a leaf falls from a tree

When it disconnects with the structure it was given

The leaf crumples

Will I crumple?

Will my lifeless form wash up on the ocean's sandy beaches

Would anyone notice?

If I’m without you, who would come looking

May my corpse rot, my skin decaying off my bones

May life keep moving with the rotations of the earth

Each time the sun rises, let him remember the way it would ...

Poetry

Romance

Fear

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1 min read

Fear can mean many things

A thump in your leg during a test

A racing of your heart before your first kiss

Even the flinch before a jump scare in your favorite show

Right now it’s judgment

I make myself out to be someone who’s comfortable with everything

Specially guys

Even more specific sex

I try to come across confident with what I’ve done

To come across like it’s a hobby, a pass time

But in re...

Poetry

I Don’t Know What To Do

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I tried again

It’s not working

I don’t know what to do

I can’t tell anyone, they said one more time and I couldn’t go to school

That means no summer job

I need this summer job

I wish it would just work

I don’t know what to do

I called 988 I told the lady what I tried to do

She just said “are you having any thoughts of s***** today?”

How could someone be so oblivious

I know it’s not her fault but...

Poetry

What Have I Become?

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My tapping foot warned me

During English

Tapping in Ryethem to the sonnets being read

I knew going would be bad

I know it would make my breaths quick and fast

But I had to go

I needed to see, to know I was right

The assembly was short

But I’m still thinking about it

Even though I was crying through it

Even though it caused a panic attack

It was worth it

Worth it to hear her story

Worth it to know ...

Poetry

End

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1 min read

I tried to end it

I have a mark on my wrist

I know it will fade

But I know whenever I look at my skin

I will always see it...

Poetry

It’s All To Much

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1 min read

I can’t take it anymore

I’m breaking

And I don’t know how to fix myself

My parents gave up

They don’t know either

I lost the one person who would make me happy

The one thing actually

He caused the storms but he was also the rainbow

When he broke his collarbone I cried

He was mad and I cried

I wish I didn’t care

My fragments keep shattering

The soldier who went to war with me

He just broke his ba...

Poetry

Timeless

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1 min read

Lost In time****

****

My brittle hands find yours

We waltz around our living room

At a slow patient pace

Our steps in time

Your hand finds the small of my back

And soon we have entered a high, the only thing we notice is the music and us

50 years, so much has changed

Your once rough calloused hands

Are now a soft wrinkled blanket

My once hesitant smile was second nature

Every party, event, wedding...

Poetry

Romance

Love

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1 min read

Love is expected,

mine to you

you to me

Find the truest form

I have found love

And I have loved love

But love has never loved me

They have never loved me

So I don’t love me

She says for someone to love me, I must love myself

I try

I try to not feel my stomach bulge

or notice the red spots lining my forehead

I try not to hear my voice as it comes out in awkward silence

I can’t

I can’t l...

Poetry